sawman87
Rising Star
hello to everyone here at the nexus.
This is my first post here although i have been a member for about a year. I just realy wanted to say a massive thank you to everyone here and share my storey for anyone who is interested. and hopefully wont bore any of you to death with the following storey...
I had been a cigarette smoker and heavy cannabis user for 10 years. 17 to 27. I first took mushrooms when i was 18 10 years ago and they must have been bunk as i didnt feel much to be honest. I wrote them off and did not try them again until i was 26. Now this second time trying mushrooms blew my mind in a good way. I had the most magical experience. It realy changed me. for the better. It didnt just last the trip, it changed my life totaly.
Now, before the above experience, i would have never said i was depressed or ill or anything. but i used to get a bit down sometimes. dwell on the bad things that happened and worry to much about stuff i shoulndt worry about, and i was quite self conscious all the time. A few years prior i had tried to stop smoking cigs and weed but always failed miserably. This over time had affected my self asteam and i was daily smoking weed and cigs.
I had a few more more trips as i was amazed by this experience and wanted to learn more. After my fouth mush trip (december 2013) i woke up after tripping the previous nite. I had no desire to smoke weed or cigaretts anymore. At 1st i thought maybe it will come back and its still the effects of the mushys, but no. The desire never came back. Also i had a massive after glow which still to this day i have with me. I have now not smoked a single joint or cigarette for over 14months.
I was so amazed by my experiences and what had happened to me that i needed to know more. That led me to the internet. Which led me to the shroomery. Which then led me here at the nexus.
I had never heard of dmt or ayahuasca until coming here. Now i have successfully made my own ayahuasca brews which i have experienced twice now. Then in August 2014 extracted my own dmt which i have had 2 breakthoughs in November (after numerous failed attempts due to vaping technique). I am sure you can imagine that this was a massive shock!!! Mushrooms in no way prepared me for this experience. Infact i am still integrating my ayahuasca and vaped dmt experiences. Although so far all possitive experience, there is still a lot to understand and think about/integrate.
At first i was amazed that id never heard of ayahuasca or dmt before. I could not understand how something as amazing and powerful could not be well known and why is everyone not trying it or have at least tried it. But now i understand. its wierd, i actually have no desire to tell my friends. i dont want to sound arogant but i feel as if some of my friends are not worthy of this. does anybody know what i mean?? i strongly believe that if psychedelics are meant for you, you will find them on your own or they will find you. when your ready. I have one friend who knows what ive been up to. In fact all my travels have been with this very trusted person. (best mate for 25years).
I will maybe put some trip reports out one day but i think i have written far to much here allready. So il end with a massive thank you. Thank you to everone here who has helped me by sharing brilliant teks and chemistry lessons. I am truly gratefull and i am a changed person thanks to every1 here. This last year and 5 months or so has realy been amazing for me. I am no longer ever down anymore. I absolutely love life and the little things life throws at ya just dont bother me anymore. I just carry on. Happiest ive ever been, and to top it all, my productivity at work has gone through the roof and i got promoted earlier in the year. In part i have to thank you guys n girls here for all the shared info on dmt ayahuasca and also life and lifes issues in general.
seriously... thank you all so much. This is a fantastic community you have here!!!
ok im sorry. essay over!!! peace to all.
This is my first post here although i have been a member for about a year. I just realy wanted to say a massive thank you to everyone here and share my storey for anyone who is interested. and hopefully wont bore any of you to death with the following storey...
I had been a cigarette smoker and heavy cannabis user for 10 years. 17 to 27. I first took mushrooms when i was 18 10 years ago and they must have been bunk as i didnt feel much to be honest. I wrote them off and did not try them again until i was 26. Now this second time trying mushrooms blew my mind in a good way. I had the most magical experience. It realy changed me. for the better. It didnt just last the trip, it changed my life totaly.
Now, before the above experience, i would have never said i was depressed or ill or anything. but i used to get a bit down sometimes. dwell on the bad things that happened and worry to much about stuff i shoulndt worry about, and i was quite self conscious all the time. A few years prior i had tried to stop smoking cigs and weed but always failed miserably. This over time had affected my self asteam and i was daily smoking weed and cigs.
I had a few more more trips as i was amazed by this experience and wanted to learn more. After my fouth mush trip (december 2013) i woke up after tripping the previous nite. I had no desire to smoke weed or cigaretts anymore. At 1st i thought maybe it will come back and its still the effects of the mushys, but no. The desire never came back. Also i had a massive after glow which still to this day i have with me. I have now not smoked a single joint or cigarette for over 14months.
I was so amazed by my experiences and what had happened to me that i needed to know more. That led me to the internet. Which led me to the shroomery. Which then led me here at the nexus.
I had never heard of dmt or ayahuasca until coming here. Now i have successfully made my own ayahuasca brews which i have experienced twice now. Then in August 2014 extracted my own dmt which i have had 2 breakthoughs in November (after numerous failed attempts due to vaping technique). I am sure you can imagine that this was a massive shock!!! Mushrooms in no way prepared me for this experience. Infact i am still integrating my ayahuasca and vaped dmt experiences. Although so far all possitive experience, there is still a lot to understand and think about/integrate.
At first i was amazed that id never heard of ayahuasca or dmt before. I could not understand how something as amazing and powerful could not be well known and why is everyone not trying it or have at least tried it. But now i understand. its wierd, i actually have no desire to tell my friends. i dont want to sound arogant but i feel as if some of my friends are not worthy of this. does anybody know what i mean?? i strongly believe that if psychedelics are meant for you, you will find them on your own or they will find you. when your ready. I have one friend who knows what ive been up to. In fact all my travels have been with this very trusted person. (best mate for 25years).
I will maybe put some trip reports out one day but i think i have written far to much here allready. So il end with a massive thank you. Thank you to everone here who has helped me by sharing brilliant teks and chemistry lessons. I am truly gratefull and i am a changed person thanks to every1 here. This last year and 5 months or so has realy been amazing for me. I am no longer ever down anymore. I absolutely love life and the little things life throws at ya just dont bother me anymore. I just carry on. Happiest ive ever been, and to top it all, my productivity at work has gone through the roof and i got promoted earlier in the year. In part i have to thank you guys n girls here for all the shared info on dmt ayahuasca and also life and lifes issues in general.
seriously... thank you all so much. This is a fantastic community you have here!!!
ok im sorry. essay over!!! peace to all.
