magic clown said:Yesterday evening I was rambling angry and drunk. Earlier I had had an unpleasant encounter with a police man that left me angry and I downed a few beers to cheer my self. Later I recieved a phone call from an ex lover. The memory of her still hurts me. Angry and upset and late at night, I start rantting about my anger and frustrations with prohibition and our subserviance to the DEA and its cronnies in the UK. I have no solutions to offer our predicament and apologise to any who were offended or annoyed by my posts.
I do totally live my life out there for all to see. I make few conssesions to other peoples sensitivities. I am frequently in conflict with the law and those who would proscribe my activities. I do get frustrated by others subserviance, hidding the things they feel are important to them from plain view. I do set my self up as n martyr to our cause and wonder what would happen if all the millions through out the world followed my example and stuck their finger up and said "No I refuse to hide any longer". A million people smoke Mary Jane in the UK. I wnet to prison for saying I liked it and nothing this court could do would deter me from doing so in the future. If a million people all did that, things would have to change or governments would fall.
Right now, I am engaged in further protests, this time of an enviromental nature. Two days before Christmas I stood in front a magistrates court and told them I made absolutely no apology for my behaviour. I assured the court that I was determined to continue with my protest and there was nothing they could do to force me to change my attitude. I expected to spend Christmas in prison. As it happened, I think they had a certain ammount of respect and sympathy with my position and defiant stance. I kept my freedom,for now.
My point is I don't hide who and what I am. I also know most people do. I do not expect people to follow my path but I know if they did we would change the world
This is fine for you. I am glad however there are other ways to go about this much more logical than spending christmas in jail. I agree it is bullshit but the jails in the US aren't like those in the UK man. The media isn't on our side, we have to slowly change the publics view through science, music, art, film,... getting arrested is not the only way to do things. Although I am glad you live your life as you do, and you are not ashamed of it neither am I. However some of us have to hide some of our views/behaviors so that we can get to powerful respected positions and then speak out. Is this stupid? If you have a PHD for some reason people are more likely to listen. We have to do this thing carefully check out MAPS.