Sunnyside
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I will try hard not to get long winded here. Seriously.tatt said:TeaDaze said:The candle in the mirror sounds slightly terrifying. I need to try that too! I've had a few experiences completely consumed by staring at a burning flame as well. They can look and feel like little mischievous creatures, and the shimmering shadows cast from them make the room crawl with activity.
Yeah terrifying it can be, I think that's part of the appeal for me. Kind've like one of those sayings "don't do that or you'll be sorry" - makes me more curious in the end lol. Kind of the notion that led me to dmt in some ways.
And I know exactly what you mean when saying "mischievous creatures, shimmering shadows cast, making the room crawl with activity." Can think back to many times where this exact phrase was applicable.
Guess the whole mirror in the dark/candle experience for me comes down to seeing what it is that I transform into, as most if not all experiences have been me looking out onto the world/ looking down at myself/body/hands, never looked back at myself in the dark with little visible distraction except for a candle.
If I remember correctly I think I remember someone saying that they'd tried it and they were living endless transformations and lives, endlessly transforming from one person to the next - with all the available scenery surrounding the person to change as well, full scenery enveloping the dark space.
You have me intrigued with the candle/mirror, based on everything you are saying, plus my somewhat fertile imagination. I definitely will adventure with that setup.
I'm real big on using candles. Unless it's a fully bright lit room, I'm lighting up.
Having said that, well, here comes the long-wind part...
I'm noticing candles seem to have less impact than they used to. I'm wondering about two separate influences on that:
1 - Early in my explorations, I was extracting from acacia confusa. And I celebrated even the tiniest bit of success I had - Goo? And it smells like the spice? With no solvent smell after lots of drying? I'm in. No re-X, no clean-up (which I hadn't really discovered anyway) - I'M GOING FOR IT!
2 - Also, it was before I braved up to better methods. I still was using the crack pipe/oil burner. I think I went somewhat deep, but nothing like serious hits on the GVG or the dab rig.
So, for quite some time - (2-3 years?) - I've been extracting from mimosa hostilis, and graduated to appropriate tools, as mentioned.
So, no breakthrough on the crack pipe, but some seriously good visuals, open-eyed and closed-eyed. Just beautiful experiences. And as has been pointed out, the dancing shadows and illuminations are delightful.
With the mhrb, dosages that I choose so as not to break through, it is different. The candles have less impact, the objects they illuminate don't become nearly so alive, the shadows are not as dramatic.
I'm rambling.
In time, I will extract more acrb, do some more subjective testing, see where it takes me.
I'm done. Wake up now, please.
And always, thanks nexus. For everything.