I'm collaborating with other minds here in Hungary to establish a legal framework for the psychotherapeutic use of psychedelics. The first step is to get allowance and a respectable institutional background for training purposes, that is: waking up the psychedelic therapists of the future. By a rather strange coincidence, dr. Ede Frecska, who is Chief of Department at the National Institute of Psychiatry here in Hungary, is also an avid supporter of psychedelic therapy with ayahuasca. This means that the movement has great, respectable professional support behind it. To me this is a sign that in my country, this sort of awakening is allowed to happen, that it is not just another idealistic dream. Therefore I go for it with all the remaining strength and determination I have.
If we manage to do this, then I'd like to be among the first who partake in psychedelic therapy as a patient. I feel that I have a lot of dark cruft amassed in me which I cannot unearth by myself because I always lose my reference points in the intensity of the experience - I become the devil which I'd like to cast out. I'd like to find out who this devil is, why it is in me, in what ways I am it or not it, and everything that follows from this realization. Which I feel would be... plenty.
