I have sun burn right now from being outside without a t-shirt, and i can feel the burn from the sun come back as I hit my dmt. It feels like red hot flames burning my shoulders and any other part that was burned before hyperspace. Strange to me because before it never did when i didnt have the burn. It could be from nerves overreacting with my body to tell me there is more going on with my situation.
But for your question, it just needs to feel right. One time I was down in a hole, lost myself recently, and had a bad trip off of dmt. I had to face my fears and go back and claim what was mine. As I ripped the pipe a sudden reasurrance rushed over me, everything is as it should be with A7X "Shepard Of Fire". Then it took over. Showed me that god or unity is always with me, (im not preaching but this is what i got), and put myself out for me to see myself and how strong i am. It was tough to get through but I had no choice but to get through it, and see myself for who i am.
Any trip can be life changing and almost killing in some cases of your ego. But whats to say that is not the plan?
Best wishes fellow nexian hope you find what is needed, and me too!:thumb_up: