Let me start out by saying WOW! I never expected so many answers from you guys! You certainly have given me a lot to think about. With that being said...
To clarify, when you said to continue to delve deeper and to just be are one and the same, that is what I was getting at. I have reached the point where this message (which seems like the "main" one, to me) has been violently shoved in my face for virtually every higher dosage trip. I have no doubt that this "main" message is only my "main" message because if I have learned anything from psychedelics, it is that they relate things from your own worldview. It is only your brain, after all. Coupled with the fact that I regularly began to meditate a couple years back, and it makes perfect sense. So, I am aware that there is certainly no main message. There could be no end to the amount of paradigm shifting messages psychedelics have to offer.
The real reason I have been wondering about this quote is because I have noticed a distance growing between me, family, and friends. The more I trip, the less I can relate to most other people. I am not so foolish to believe that this makes me or them better than anyone. I just am starting to feel isolated, in the sense that most of my interests don't coincide with theirs anymore. I absolutely love my life right now more than any point before, but social interactions with friends are starting to feel weird. I space out A LOT, and my HPPD is worsening, and my memory is getting unbelievably poor. Consequently, I am taking a much needed break. As of now, I am gonna take it easy for at least 3 months and just focus on eating and sleeping right, and plenty of meditation. That helps more than just about anything else.
But benzyme, that is the question that gives me more liberation and depression that anything else. To me, the point of infinity is to EXPERIENCE. You have "god" or "consciousness" or "om" or "energy" or whatever you want to call it, and you have nothing. Everything and nothing. Existing eternally outside of time and space. I think that this universe was created as an "escape" of sorts. Here on earth we have this overwhelming sense of separation, especially now in this digital age where half of our communication is done behind computers. Here on earth, we can enjoy the presence of chilling with our friends. We can feel loved by our family. We can love other people. Nothing in the universe is as pleasant as love. But the thing is, what is love without others to experience it with? I think "whateveryouwanttocallit" created this universe so parts of itself could experience this simulation, just for the sake of experiencing it. To distract itself from the empty void it occupies. Obviously, I am not sure of the end point, but I really think the big bang is a plausible theory. Without getting too off topic, I think that all of our actions, and even thoughts, are reactions from that initial bang. Free will is an illusion, in short. We, consciousness, are simply along for the ride, able to experience this crazy thing we call life on earth. All of its pain, but all of its pleasures as well, because you need both ends of the spectrum to perceive each as such. The point of infinity is to experience.
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