Why DMT Scares Me

[The Kraken]

Wait! You're like an expert and everything you have to say is a lot of nothing. And those in the comments who support you, say even less or quote something they've read. A little tip: if someone starts a sentence with "I read..." that guy knows NOTHING.
Don't get me wrong, my intention is not to put you down, but this is all just bullshit. Either tell what you saw, if you saw anything at all, that is, if anything was revealed to you, or don't. If you are ashamed, then you will never understand until you get rid of the shame. If you didn't see or hear anything, stop pretending. All this crap about altar, about how natives did this or that is bullshit. There is some serious shit behind the doors of perception, a lot of it, the real stuff and everything you say is one big nothing. Stop being afraid or you will never know.

I'm hungry.

For starters:
Respectful communication

Watch your language. Communication is comprised of not only the explicit but also the implicit messages, which are transmitted through choice of words and general tone of speech. We do not want curse words and immature slang in the Nexus! Please use language in a dignified manner.

Attitude Page - DMT-Nexus Wiki

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If you can read, read this page multiple times.

Now, for some fun.

Don't get me wrong, my intention is not to put you down, but this is all just bullshit.

Your statements contradict the first part of this sentence. Your entire rhetoric is insulting, you dolt.

everything you have to say is a lot of nothing.

According to who? You? I won't even take it with a grain of salt. You're the one that has nothing to say.

That said, kindly, shape up, stfu, or ship out.

Only an idiot would vilify someone for being so incredibly open, honest and vulnerable.

You're on notice.

 

[Transform]

I feel like I read these resources and took a sense of authority from them, but didn't notice, so didn't augment my response, as I often do with "authority."

Trigger word? I mean, I could trawl through the entire thread for other instances of the Markov couplet "I read", but a) I can't really be bothered; b) I can think of better things to do; and c) the onus is on @dabareapapa to clarify exactly which other point in this thread at which some person may have stated that they had read something, that has irked them (dabareapapa) so greatly. By reading it, of all things. Phew.

Semantic self-regression vortex ita…

 

[Voidmatrix]

Trigger word? I mean, I could trawl through the entire thread for other instances of the Markov couplet "I read", but a) I can't really be bothered; b) I can think of better things to do; and c) the onus is on @dabareapapa to clarify exactly which other point in this thread at which some person may have stated that they had read something, that has irked them (dabareapapa) so greatly. By reading it, of all things. Phew.

Semantic self-regression vortex ita…

They'd have less egg on their face if they would've spent more time reading more of my posts before adding their lack of two cents.

Interesting when people get triggered in this way and choose to pop off over it.

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[ommani]

From what I’ve observed, recently (on a dating app, of all places), people who like to tell others what’s what don’t like having that energy reflected back to them.

 

[TransistorBass]

In other matters...
Back playing up so not going to the Yoga class I attend today

I've mixed some fresh juice up, no Citric this time just 600mg into 1.7ml PG / 0.7 VG (Left overnight in a warm place until clear and stirred lots)
Weighed out 100mg Harmalas ready, I'm half tempted to just see what the Harmalas do today, maybe add in the Spice tomorrow.

Jobs to do though, gotta go help my mum with something, I should really sit and finish the Christof Koch book that's just getting to the altered states part.
I might slow cooker the acidified Frozen MHRB that I've been freeze-thawing on repeat, I'm going to need more spice soon! My first extraction batch lasted my from October and I've got 2-3 good sessions of juice left to play with.
Also going to grab 100g Powdered MHRB to try the Vodka TEK with Tannin removal, got some food grade Calcium Hydroxide arriving soon.

I may also use my last remnants of spice up to tweak the over-citric'd juice I made that time! (Tangy as a tangy thing from the University of Tanginess in Tangsville Tangsylvania!)

Yep, this post is purposefully off topic

Hope you all have a loving experience this weekend.

 

[Voidmatrix]

I am kinda glad someone came in a flamed me yesterday. I think I've mentioned how the hypothetical people in my head flame in the same way over the same things. I'd thought that because I already experience this internally that it would be harder to cope with and I'd see more truth in the stance if it came from someone else. I learned that I'd only care from someone I respect, not someone who obviously doesn't have the mind to understand what I am talking about here, my personal history, or someone who is ostensibly a hypocrite (saying I have said nothing while also saying nothing). I can't take some serious that doesn't approach the veracity of mind that I have. There was no logic in that reply (okay, there was logic, but it was bad logic), and the piss poor way in which it was stated makes it not worth my time. Obviously it affected me since I am reflecting on and talking about it, but it didn't negatively affect me. It has only helped me to align with myself.

I am onto something and into something many people likely take for granted or would rather avoid in my low dose forays. Not only is it a way for me to train myself to be more sturdy in the space, it helps me gain self awareness and self love, while also helping me to restructure myself relative to my history of pain trauma and suffering. I am a man of subtlety and nuance, and I acknowledge the power of subtlety and nuance, which means that I likely notice more in general than you, @dabareapapa, so get on my level if you want to step to me.

As for what you had to say about other contributors to that thread, I am now going to break a rule. Again, are you okay? To enter a thread that you don't appreciate in someway and contentiously enter the conversation tells me there's something that was triggered in you by this thread? So, are you okay? Did you think before you spoke? Unlikely. If you don't like what's going on here, be an adult and fuck the fuck off. Don't insult others.

And to address your faulty assumptions, I've been the distance, plenty of times, and too far a few times, which has stoked and steeped this fear that I have the bravery and courage to engage head on instead of trying to ignore it and blow past it. Again, get on my level.

You probably have no friends, or "friends" of shitty quality with behavior like that. I pity you.

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