I would say that traumatic is very definitely right on the ball as a term for some DMT experiences and their aftermaths. Just as hyperspace can be a beautiful, comforting place it can also be the polar opposite of that.Gsal said:I'm sorry but I find your use of the word "traumatic" to be a bit negative. Although the experience may be "other-worldly", my excursions to date have been nothing but wonderful. A beautiful, comforting place.
No Knowing said:My first hit was somewhere between 50-100mgs. My roommate had loaded up .1 grams, tried it and claimed he got, "Nothing but heart racing and lightheadedness."(his first attempt at using too) He said I could finish the bowl and see what happens. As I torched it and got ready to hit it to the dome(not realizing how exponentially different it was than pot) I realized a lot of thick thick smoke was building up. I cleared the bong, and I was GONE.
GODHEAD, breaking through the breakthrough, felt as if my whole life had lead up to that hit. Complete immersion in the ALL. UNDESCRIBABLE really... The hit did me good in the long run, BUT, in the short run I dived deep into down drugs and narcotics to escape my new overly intense perception of reality and myself. Having everything I thought or believed in whipped out from under me in 10 minutes was ALOT to deal with. Although during this time I wistfully dreamed about my experience often. Using DMT again was FAR from my mind.
Once I got a handle on my health and habits(couple months over a year later) and began expanding my mind with reading and researching. The idea of using DMT again crept into my head. I joined the Nexus and continued to integrate my experience. Soon enough, I possessed DMT again and broke through. I've had less than 10 breakthroughs and many sub-breakthroughs, none of these experiences have come close to that first hit.
I'm glad I am back on the path. BUT, I was very close to NEVER touching DMT again. I hope I'll transcend that experience in the future but for now I'm slowly chugging along, and happy to be doing so.
Work your way up, for sure, jumping in above your head will tax you in ways you couldn't imagine...
Nathanial.Dread said:As someone very new to DMT and psychedelics in general, let me ask: how do you know if you are ready and able to take the plunge?
I have had one experience with DMT, and I don't think I smoked it correctly, which I am very grateful for.
I had 20 mg, but I was using a glass piece and think I ended up breaking down more then I actually vaporized, and even that very threshold experience was terrifying. I feel almost like the drug was giving me a warning, or alternatively, protecting me.
At the same time, the things I saw where like shadows: lower dimensional representations of larger, more complex, higher dimensional shapes and constructs, and I so want to go back and continue to explore.
There's beauty there, and even more then that, there is a sort of dizzying perspective and the promise of new ways to look, conceptualize and understand.
How do you know you are ready?
CAN you know you're ready?
Or do you have to take the plunge and hope?
Nathanial.Dread said:As someone very new to DMT and psychedelics in general, let me ask: how do you know if you are ready and able to take the plunge?
I have had one experience with DMT, and I don't think I smoked it correctly, which I am very grateful for.
I had 20 mg, but I was using a glass piece and think I ended up breaking down more then I actually vaporized, and even that very threshold experience was terrifying. I feel almost like the drug was giving me a warning, or alternatively, protecting me.
At the same time, the things I saw where like shadows: lower dimensional representations of larger, more complex, higher dimensional shapes and constructs, and I so want to go back and continue to explore.
There's beauty there, and even more then that, there is a sort of dizzying perspective and the promise of new ways to look, conceptualize and understand.
How do you know you are ready?
CAN you know you're ready?
Or do you have to take the plunge and hope?
vovin said:Not many will make a genuine effort to convince you that this might not be for you. Here we in the nexus realize the ramifications of this path. You cannot simply forget what will prove to be one of the most powerful experiences you will ever have in your life.
If DMT accomplishes nothing else it does do one thing, it alters perceptions beyond what the common mind can attain through conventional means, it opens doors, some which you may not be prepared to go through. It is a traumatic experience that is profound, intense and life changing for many, the most powerful mind altering experience a human being will most likely ever undertake.
The journey takes a great deal of faith in one’s own faculties to catapult themselves into this unknown territory, even more to deal with what comes thereafter. In the end you must decide if you are ready for such an undertaking and you must also realize that DMT offers very few answers, just bigger questions and a little perspective to let you see your life, our state of being, and the underlying framework of it all.
I promise you who are seeking answers you will have far more questions once you have broken through to the other side than you did before. Many of those initial questions will only grow deeper and more complex, you cannot unlearn what you see, for some at certain points in life ignorance is bliss, adding burden to an already struggling mind will afford no relief. This is a path that takes considerable dedication as well as mental discipline. It is so easy to lose oneself in a world that is far more real than the one in which you exist now.
There is no beginner level with this path. It’s all at once, choose wisely and think on this, you have a lifetime to experience things. Are you ready to take such a step at this point in life? DMT will always be here for you this experience will never vanish completely from the world. Sometimes waiting later in life makes this undertaking all that more beneficial. It is not a sprint to the end, it is a long marathon. Pace yourself, be sure you are ready, it is hard to turn back, for some it is impossible, this is not a game there are real consequences to this journey.
sc001 said:If you were to put your exprience into a movie what would it be like?
march said:I think there are explainable,projectable things(like visions,sounds,some physical feelings) and unexplainable things with DMT.Explainable things, similar with other psychedelics can be explain and can make a movie with these.They also may cause some trauma like a horror movie maybe,however they may be nice like a romance movie.But I guess actual trauma may comes from the unexplainable section.But problem is unaxplainable section is simply unaxplainable and also unpredictable.So I think there is no way or a short way to prepare for it.For this reason there's no meaning of trying to be strong or need to be diciplined.You can decide to you are ready or not ready for this only after done this I think.
sc001 said:Does it work on the same principle of Sleep Pralysis/Dream state in the sence that what you see and exprience are the manifestation of your feelings and fears etc?
as in if you feel scared and have fear inside you your bound to see/exprience scary things which match your feelings and vise versa if you feel happy and love?
march said:sc001 said:Does it work on the same principle of Sleep Pralysis/Dream state in the sence that what you see and exprience are the manifestation of your feelings and fears etc?
as in if you feel scared and have fear inside you your bound to see/exprience scary things which match your feelings and vise versa if you feel happy and love?
I think DMT trip is similar to sleep paralysis or OBE in some aspects.I can say it's much more similar than any other psychedelics.But unexplainable,individual features are different and really individual itself.However I think some dreams or sleep paralysis or OBEs may also cause deep traumas with a unique feeling and maybe close degrees to DMT.If you live sleep paralysis,lucid dreams and OBEs, I can say you probably have nothing to fear about DMT traumas.However it's just my opinion.
Because some of what DMT can show you is hard to deal with and difficult to integrate. Suddenly throwing what you understood to be reality out of the window is not something for those with a weak constitution.sc001 said:But can you please explain why you need to be diciplined and strong?
Who knows? Anyone who claims to have the answer for this probably doesn't.sc001 said:What is there?
Messing with your understanding of the way reality works is not easy or simple and the consequences can be immense. It can leave some feeling dissociated, confused, alarmed, uncomfortable, can introduce delusional thoughts. The list goes on.sc001 said:what are the concerns or possible consequences?
If you believe in demons and spirits you may well end up in such a scenario. If you don't believe in demons or spirits you may well feel you have been attacked by something and call the experience something different. Maybe you may go from one standpoint to the other.sc001 said:Will you be attacked by demons and evil spirits?
For me the experience is so various there's no way I could describe it in these terms. I have been from the cartoon-like to the highly technical, hyperreal to extreme abstraction. It goes on and on. I don't often see experiences that I could call stereotypical.sc001 said:If you were to put your exprience into a movie what would it be like?
sc001 said:yes im very exprienced with lucid dreaming and sleep pralysis and have exprienced deeply traumatic expriences with unusual expriences with evil charectors. But i know they are manifestation of the fear, as when you drop the fear those charectors go away or if you feel yourself with love and treat the demonic charectors with love they will no longer be hostile
While on a DMT trip are you usually lucid?
d*l*b said:For me lucidity varies wildly. Sometimes I know I've ingested DMT, other times I have no idea what DMT is, who I am and what anything else is. The experience may also sit anywhere between these opposites.