death heated
Rising Star
my first time smoking spice was out of a three foot bong sitting on the corner of a friends bed, i got two huge hits in and put the bong aside and in the few seconds it took to come up i felt numb and neon flashing green and red outlined fractals covered the walls in front of me, a black wall hit me and i was flung into this black space and i could see myself in fetal position surrounded by dark space, the mood switched and i just sat up and looked down at my hands and they were so clear but everything beyond them was slime green lit and the bed i was sitting on was now piles of flesh and confusing
it felt exactly like a dream, i had this tweaked slightly drunken mindset that i always notice in my more lucid dreams and i saw myself as a junkie and i loathed myself, i wanted out cuz it was such an overwhelming feeling of losing myself in hyperspace
i laid back down and my entire body was covered in weight i just wanted to keep still and think and every thought i had was so profound like it was an object you could use and i laid there til the closed eye visuals ended
it was a very positive experience
what was your first time like
it felt exactly like a dream, i had this tweaked slightly drunken mindset that i always notice in my more lucid dreams and i saw myself as a junkie and i loathed myself, i wanted out cuz it was such an overwhelming feeling of losing myself in hyperspace
i laid back down and my entire body was covered in weight i just wanted to keep still and think and every thought i had was so profound like it was an object you could use and i laid there til the closed eye visuals ended
it was a very positive experience
what was your first time like
