JohnPhantom
Rising Star
and how it relates to the elves...
Let me post this first, a youtube video of Terence McKenna describing what he thinks about schizophrenia:
I have schizophrenia, diagnosed soon after May 10th, 2001. I am diagnosed as bipolar with schizoaffective disorder, which is episodal schizophrenia. I went so deep the first time the doctors told my mother to prepare for me to be institutionalized for the rest of my life. Medication saved me. Because of this anti-psychotic medication, I can no longer take psychedelics, but I do medical MJ (on it for PTSD, I could also be on it for cirrhosis due to alcoholic hepatitis).
I have not done DMT, but I have done mushrooms twice before schizophrenia and twice after, and I have done LSD about half a dozen times in the 1990s before I became schizo. I had no problems with the LSD, quite happy trips. The first time I did shrooms it was about 1.5 grams, a friend and I split an eighth. It was mildly trippy and ok. Second time I did shrooms I got dosed with 17.5 grams. I ended up in the hospital. The two times I took mushrooms after having schizophrenia, and the one time I did 180 micrograms of LSD after having schizophrenia, I just got a headache and a bit of light headedness. BTW, on the 17.5 grams "God" talked to me, so I think I have had a breakthrough there too, besides my schizophrenia.
I plan to patent my work, I have a plan laid out and working models that need polishing and descriptions for the patent. It is just 15 words, and describes reality in a mechanically engineered way. I will fully share my work with you all if I am made a member, not that it really matters and I am sure I will get dead silence like I do from each and every other person/organization I have shown this to.
They do not say, "this won't work." A couple times I have gotten, "This is trickery!" to which I answer, "then why do the models work?" and get no answer in return.
It is too simple. It is too obvious. It's utter simplicity tests even me, who came up with it. Here is the DMT aspect: I hallucinated this engineering in reality in my deepest schizophrenic episode - reality seething with ever changing connections. My implementation requires constant intelligent input to operate - this is where the elves come in. Are the elves trying to show us what I will describe in detail, if you all allow me to?
Let me post this first, a youtube video of Terence McKenna describing what he thinks about schizophrenia:
I have schizophrenia, diagnosed soon after May 10th, 2001. I am diagnosed as bipolar with schizoaffective disorder, which is episodal schizophrenia. I went so deep the first time the doctors told my mother to prepare for me to be institutionalized for the rest of my life. Medication saved me. Because of this anti-psychotic medication, I can no longer take psychedelics, but I do medical MJ (on it for PTSD, I could also be on it for cirrhosis due to alcoholic hepatitis).
I have not done DMT, but I have done mushrooms twice before schizophrenia and twice after, and I have done LSD about half a dozen times in the 1990s before I became schizo. I had no problems with the LSD, quite happy trips. The first time I did shrooms it was about 1.5 grams, a friend and I split an eighth. It was mildly trippy and ok. Second time I did shrooms I got dosed with 17.5 grams. I ended up in the hospital. The two times I took mushrooms after having schizophrenia, and the one time I did 180 micrograms of LSD after having schizophrenia, I just got a headache and a bit of light headedness. BTW, on the 17.5 grams "God" talked to me, so I think I have had a breakthrough there too, besides my schizophrenia.
I plan to patent my work, I have a plan laid out and working models that need polishing and descriptions for the patent. It is just 15 words, and describes reality in a mechanically engineered way. I will fully share my work with you all if I am made a member, not that it really matters and I am sure I will get dead silence like I do from each and every other person/organization I have shown this to.
They do not say, "this won't work." A couple times I have gotten, "This is trickery!" to which I answer, "then why do the models work?" and get no answer in return.
It is too simple. It is too obvious. It's utter simplicity tests even me, who came up with it. Here is the DMT aspect: I hallucinated this engineering in reality in my deepest schizophrenic episode - reality seething with ever changing connections. My implementation requires constant intelligent input to operate - this is where the elves come in. Are the elves trying to show us what I will describe in detail, if you all allow me to?