Alright... so, i'll be making and doing my own spice in the next couple days and i feel as if i am quite prepared, but the excitement of it makes me question myself.
I feel like i want the mood to be perfect. i am going to stay up late one night after my mom is asleep, and sit in my room. I have picked a spot and that's to lay on my bed and stare at the blank ceiling above with nothing but a black light shining directly at the ceiling. But now i don't know if i should play music or not. if i don't it'll either be silent... or my fan will be blowing. And if i say something out loud during the experience, will i contemplate my own words? Say i do play music, which will be instrumental only, do i listen to some soft Tool? or do i trip myself into some STS9? -OR- if i play music with lyrics, will those words interfere with my trip?
I feel like i want the mood to be perfect. i am going to stay up late one night after my mom is asleep, and sit in my room. I have picked a spot and that's to lay on my bed and stare at the blank ceiling above with nothing but a black light shining directly at the ceiling. But now i don't know if i should play music or not. if i don't it'll either be silent... or my fan will be blowing. And if i say something out loud during the experience, will i contemplate my own words? Say i do play music, which will be instrumental only, do i listen to some soft Tool? or do i trip myself into some STS9? -OR- if i play music with lyrics, will those words interfere with my trip?
