A little about me

[hknuddv]

Hey everybody

I am a 20 year old male, a MADchester resident and currently unemployed semi-graduate.

My family drive me crazy, lack of work crazier.
I have few friends who have ever smoked cannabis, so finding someone to sit my DMT experience will be hard.

I'll probably start a thread about my sitter once I've worked out who. I'd be interested to hear what qualities people think make a good sitter.

I have a reasonably colourful history of drug use considering my age. Cannabis, MDMA, opiates (codeine, tramadol, Heroin once by accident (another story) and fentanyl), cocaine, nutmeg, several 'legal highs' and Bromo-Dragonfly are on the list.

I don't like to sound like I'm working through a checklist though, my intention to use DMT is based on my overwhelmingly positive bromo-dragonfly experience. I like the spiritual element of psychedelics and treat them with the same respect I would any potent drug.

I am an admirer of Lao Tsu, a philosophy buff and only connect watcher.
I'm a cat lover too!

A quick question for you all:

Was your first DMT experience positive?

 

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Hi, hknuddv. You'll find lots of good info on this site.

 

[Kerberos]

Hi and welcome to the nexus.

I am a 20 year old male, a MADchester resident and currently unemployed semi-graduate.

Just down the road from you

My family drive me crazy, lack of work crazier.

Thats what familys are for.

I have few friends who have ever smoked cannabis, so finding someone to sit my DMT experience will be hard.

Same problem i had. Sorted by finding a friend who thought like i did and we embarked on this journey together. Also gives you someone to talk to after a WTF type journey.

I'll probably start a thread about my sitter once I've worked out who. I'd be interested to hear what qualities people think make a good sitter.

Same qualities you see in yourself and how you would be if you were sitting for a friend

I have a reasonably colourful history of drug use considering my age. Cannabis, MDMA, opiates (codeine, tramadol, Heroin once by accident (another story) and fentanyl), cocaine, nutmeg, several 'legal highs' and Bromo-Dragonfly are on the list.

No experience of anything but the first on your list. I think all of them scare me especially Dragonfly (lasts several days.:shock: ) Legal highs i personaly would not touch with a barge pole.


I don't like to sound like I'm working through a checklist though, my intention to use DMT is based on my overwhelmingly positive bromo-dragonfly experience. I like the spiritual element of psychedelics and treat them with the same respect I would any potent drug.

Checklists can be a good thing; flaps check, wings check, runway check............

I am an admirer of Lao Tsu, a philosophy buff and only connect watcher.

Only connect watcher or Only connect hostess watcher:d

I'm a cat lover too!

Your use of an exclamation mark stating you are a cat lover and more importantly lack of exclamation marks any were else; leads me to believe you are(like my friend who also is a cat lover)..... Mad:shock:

A quick question for you all:

Was your first DMT experience positive?

No

Kerberos

 

[hknuddv]

Thanks guys

I say Manchester, but it's more greater Manchester. I've moved around a lot, but never any further than north to south manchester :/
I need to find myself a job, somehow magic up some savings and travel all over the place; I'm getting a touch of cabin fever over this city.

I've got one mate who used to be a heavy user of everything and anything that would give him a buzz, he's calmed down a lot since about 12 months ago though so I think I'll ask him if he's interested.
It's a shame to be honest; I've got a few people who I'd love to share this with but alas, cannot.

I won't jump the gun on my first trip, definitely want a sitter for it, especially given the potential for a bit of a freak out.

Dragonfly was a game changer for me, it really helped me get away from alcohol, legal highs and stimulants. I was never a very heavy user of the above, though I wouldn't touch coke or legal highs again now; I rarely drink these days. Dragonfly helped me grow up a little I think.

Dragon fly was special though, I embarked on a 7-day mega trip, redosing with a medium dose every 30 hours or so. It wasn't visually intense for most of the time, though I did enter a sort of hyperspace for a few hours at one point.
I vaguely remember an intensely menacing jet-black shrunken head was following me.

Dragonfly is a very physical trip, you throw up endlessly, feel almost heatstricken etc.

MDMA is a relatively recent discovery for me, I'm determined not to overuse it. It's reserved for special occasions for sure.

Checklists can be good yeah, I just don't like coming across as the guy who takes anything just because it's there. Respect to you though! Drug use should always be an intensely personal choice, sovreignty over the conscious mind etc.

...*cough*VictoriaCorenYesPlease*cough...
DAMN YOU MITCHELLLLLL!!!!!

I'd rather live a single day as a cat than a lifetime as a dog. They are our perfectly evolved feline masters.

I understand if this is a little personal but I'd be interested to know a little about why your first experience wasn't positive, I'm trying to prepare myself for every outcome.

The quality of posters here really is ace, though I'd imagine a level headed and intelligent user base is essential given the topic.

 

[Kerberos]

Thanks guys
I understand if this is a little personal but I'd be interested to know a little about why your first experience wasn't positive, I'm trying to prepare myself for every outcome.

I did not find the nexus when i first began my journey with DMT. As such i did not have the benefit of this information presented here in a constructive way. The forums i first came across were more your "pissing contest" type. If, like you i had found this amazing forum with equally amazing people i would of been better prepared.
My first encounters with DMT were plagued with poor smoking technique so please use the search function on tips etc. This piece of advice would of saved me most of my first 3 extractions!

I digress, the first time i hit DMT correctly was what i now recoqnise as a pre breakthrough experience. At the time not having read any quality experience reports or the Wiki here ( I highly recommend you read this through, and after you have had a few journeys read it again. You will find you will understand and recoqnise a lot more ) i was totally unprepared. The feeling of Deja vu is like nothing i have ever experienced it was more like remembering something that has already happened. Unfortunately for me; what i was remembering was "i die here" i had seen my own death and i was just remembering it. My friend and sitter at the time, has discussed this journey with me several years after it happened. He tells me it is the only time during our time with DMT that i have scared him. He describes me has being in a state of abject panic and the fact that i was trying to crawl away freaked him out.

Since this time i have experienced this dying on more than one occasion. Taking advice from here this is no longer a problem for me, in fact it now precedes some of my best experiences.

So, read and read some more. You have made a much better start than i did just by taking part in the community here.

kerberos