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kyrolima

kyrolima

Rising Star
SWIMS's real name is Armin,
i live in Germany and I searched for spiritual growth since I was 16.
With 16 years i just stumbled over Osho and his teachings.
Read a few books about being a disciple (Satyananda's books) and of course writings of masters lectures.
Funny thing is, i found "Osho" by searching for all the different drugs which existed in order to find a suitable one for me.
I was fascinated for about 2-3 years, forming my beliefes just like the master said once.
This was a total meander!
Well some of his statements are contradictory! But this is pure intention of Osho.
His whole message is awakening. Every individual has to come to awareness and be awakened consciousness in order to save himself and the planet earth.

Back then i maybe thought it would be fancy for the girls if i was "enlightened" etc. :D

Stupid thing is, i didn't realize a thing at that age.
I thought of progress, but instead i walked in circles.

I did not change and my situation in life got worse and worse.
Family problems, few friends, lonliness and isolation. No hobbies, all i got was my computer and the internet.
Sad story of my life... It continued for a long time.

After abitur (university-entrance diploma) i stayed a full year in front of my computer doing nothing! After that i decided to attend to Jobtraining to be an IT-specialist at a big organization (Telecom).

During that time i was confronted again with some of my issues in life. I think I made a difference this time, but it wasn't enjoyable.
In these years i began Ganjasmoking (once in a week or so). It was fun and I learned alot from it!
As i thought there wouldn't be much more to learn from it, i decided to try mushrooms. They were good teachers but not nearly as good as Ayahuasca!

This year this jobtraining endet!
Since then i got no job and still live at home.
It's not a big deal to me anymore. Nothing specifically negative, but I still feel it has to change sooner or later!

I have to regain an active lifestyle. To be alive, to experience and to learn!

Meet new people, explore the world and do some activity which is fun and good for the sake of all!

Ayahuasca should help me. And maybe a few healers and friends.
After all, it's me who has to heal myself.
 
Hi bro, thats quite a nice piece of writing there, I enjoyed reading it, a little more to Mr_DMT than what I thought.

This is a very special place we are a part off, a nice little community.

I too feel I have somthing to learn from the vine, soon I begin to make myself aquainted with her.

I hope to hear how your travels pan out.

BooM
 
Guten tag Herr_DMT!

I understand where you're coming from dude. I went to church all my life until I was like 18, and then I told my parents I didn't want to go anymore. I just don't buy the whole Judeo-Christian dogma, but I do feel like there are definitely higher powers out there that we don't understand. Even though I stopped going to church, I've done research into Buddhism and Hinduism and find that Eastern philosophy just feels right to me, but I didn't fully buy into all of that either.

I think that most of us here that do entheogens don't do it entirely for the aesthetic feeling of it, there is some part of us that is looking for an answer.

While I think that other entheogens are useful, my experiences with the spice have shown me that this is something different that definitely deserves more attention than it's getting.
 
Gnosis said:
Guten tag Herr_DMT!

I understand where you're coming from dude. I went to church all my life until I was like 18, and then I told my parents I didn't want to go anymore. I just don't buy the whole Judeo-Christian dogma, but I do feel like there are definitely higher powers out there that we don't understand. Even though I stopped going to church, I've done research into Buddhism and Hinduism and find that Eastern philosophy just feels right to me, but I didn't fully buy into all of that either.

I think that most of us here that do entheogens don't do it entirely for the aesthetic feeling of it, there is some part of us that is looking for an answer.

While I think that other entheogens are useful, my experiences with the spice have shown me that this is something different that definitely deserves more attention than it's getting.
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Go ahead! Look for people who gain spiritual wisdom! There are many on this planet.
And of course, search for you inner witness by meditating and taking DMT :D!
 
welcome mr_DMT,
i think osho's books are really a pleasure to read, he's really good in making you understand something, and a funny guy too! but i think meditating takes so damn long before you actually reach something...you can meditate your whole life without having a clue what all those masters are talking about. Nature has given us many plants to experience the mystery and heal us so you don't have to sit in the ashram your whole life next to a guru!
peace and good luck on your journey
 
Hello Mr DMT,

That evening I felt a bit depressed. I thought, "too sad, I do not know anyone that is interrested in consciousness explorations (or just fun with amazing substance...)".
So, I felt quite lonely and I saw the teaser of a documentary about ecology
( Le Syndrome du Titanic )
Then I realized that.. this earth, "our" earth, and people, worth and deserve our efforts ! Of course this sounds obvious, but I felt better ;)
Then I read your post. I bet that many people here may feel like that sometimes.
But if we all feel alone... this makes a great connection between us :d and we are no more alone.
 
You know,
i read some text on a help-site for psychological health.
I instantly felt better.
The power of thoughts is amazing.

This is like changing your whole being.
Concentrating on the positive works.

Maybe we all have to realize this sooner or later.
 
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