in response to @blig-blug
during the peak i was in my living room with my wife and i kept just thinking about how we all in this world chase magic like being a "shaman" being a healer being a witch but in reality the true magic we all need to seek is love. love is what balances everything in life, love heals everything, not just love for others but love for yourself. you can hate and be bitter at something like hating how your parents raised you but that wont ever change anything you must learn to love them to heal yourself to in turn love/heal yourself, you must learn to be okay with the world you live in and love it. and then isaw my wife's and i's relationship replay over and over, saw how we met, the most beautiful milestones in our lives together and during one vision i saw us holding hands and our hands merged together like ayahuasca vine does to trees and i was being told by the cactus that our love is the purest thing in my life.
during the comeup i kept thinking about our universe, how everything we have experienced has already happened that everything including us is already gone. that our perception of consciousness is just a recording/reflection of everything that has already happened that we exist inside a "camera recording" that the recording has already ended but we are just witnessing/experiencing the video playing and we perceive that as consciousness. id say its very mild compared to ayahuasca but id def recommend this experience to everyone and anyone, very mild and lucid and beautiful.
when i was finally able to go to bed around midnight when i closed my eyes in our dark room i kept seeing mandalas of cactus's just unfold and spin around like gears, saw doors opening up leading to colorful lands and when i finally was able to get to sleep my dreams were centered around san pedro, kept seeing the cactus in all of my dreams.
during the peak i was in my living room with my wife and i kept just thinking about how we all in this world chase magic like being a "shaman" being a healer being a witch but in reality the true magic we all need to seek is love. love is what balances everything in life, love heals everything, not just love for others but love for yourself. you can hate and be bitter at something like hating how your parents raised you but that wont ever change anything you must learn to love them to heal yourself to in turn love/heal yourself, you must learn to be okay with the world you live in and love it. and then isaw my wife's and i's relationship replay over and over, saw how we met, the most beautiful milestones in our lives together and during one vision i saw us holding hands and our hands merged together like ayahuasca vine does to trees and i was being told by the cactus that our love is the purest thing in my life.
during the comeup i kept thinking about our universe, how everything we have experienced has already happened that everything including us is already gone. that our perception of consciousness is just a recording/reflection of everything that has already happened that we exist inside a "camera recording" that the recording has already ended but we are just witnessing/experiencing the video playing and we perceive that as consciousness. id say its very mild compared to ayahuasca but id def recommend this experience to everyone and anyone, very mild and lucid and beautiful.
when i was finally able to go to bed around midnight when i closed my eyes in our dark room i kept seeing mandalas of cactus's just unfold and spin around like gears, saw doors opening up leading to colorful lands and when i finally was able to get to sleep my dreams were centered around san pedro, kept seeing the cactus in all of my dreams.
