a night of love and embrace

[Mimosaquero]

in response to @blig-blug

during the peak i was in my living room with my wife and i kept just thinking about how we all in this world chase magic like being a "shaman" being a healer being a witch but in reality the true magic we all need to seek is love. love is what balances everything in life, love heals everything, not just love for others but love for yourself. you can hate and be bitter at something like hating how your parents raised you but that wont ever change anything you must learn to love them to heal yourself to in turn love/heal yourself, you must learn to be okay with the world you live in and love it. and then isaw my wife's and i's relationship replay over and over, saw how we met, the most beautiful milestones in our lives together and during one vision i saw us holding hands and our hands merged together like ayahuasca vine does to trees and i was being told by the cactus that our love is the purest thing in my life.
during the comeup i kept thinking about our universe, how everything we have experienced has already happened that everything including us is already gone. that our perception of consciousness is just a recording/reflection of everything that has already happened that we exist inside a "camera recording" that the recording has already ended but we are just witnessing/experiencing the video playing and we perceive that as consciousness. id say its very mild compared to ayahuasca but id def recommend this experience to everyone and anyone, very mild and lucid and beautiful.

when i was finally able to go to bed around midnight when i closed my eyes in our dark room i kept seeing mandalas of cactus's just unfold and spin around like gears, saw doors opening up leading to colorful lands and when i finally was able to get to sleep my dreams were centered around san pedro, kept seeing the cactus in all of my dreams.

 

[Jcman]

How much did you take?

 

[Mimosaquero]

How much did you take?

id say maybe close to 350mg or so based on the experience and efrects. next time ima go for 500m+.

 

[Jcman]

Ive had similiar experiences that life is like a open book we are just the chapter being read but I was on mushrooms for it.

 

[Jcman]

id say maybe close to 350mg or so based on the experience and efrects. next time ima go for 500m+.

Honestly if that was your first mescaline exp that was probably 500 already. How much cactus material did you use?

If it was lower you wouldnt be getting closed eye visuals at the tail end of the experience.
That being said I can definetly sleep on san pedro as well and bolivian torch whilst still tripping.

What was the time frame for it all?

 

[Mimosaquero]

Honestly if that was your first mescaline exp that was probably 500 already. How much cactus material did you use?

If it was lower you wouldnt be getting closed eye visuals at the tail end of the experience.
That being said I can definetly sleep on san pedro as well and bolivian torch whilst still tripping.

What was the time frame for it all?

def no9t my first, maybe my 3rd? it was about 68g of dried powder. this new years im planning on doing 100g dried powder but ima make it into a paste and eat it, also planning on smoking some weed during the peak to intensify it.

 

[Jcman]

def no9t my first, maybe my 3rd? it was about 68g of dried powder. this new years im planning on doing 100g dried powder but ima make it into a paste and eat it, also planning on smoking some weed during the peak to intensify it.

Ok so for me 500mg is on 10 grams of chlorenchyma powder..

68g is a massive amount of cactus to consume.
If the stuff works and you already have it cool but if you want to make a better powder than you already have.

Skin and despine the cacti. If you want more visionary pick bolivian torch over san pedro.

Once the wax skin is gone then shave off the outer dark green layer on the cactus.

Food dehydrator or oven on low 75c or as close too...

Powder that in a mortar and pestle.

All my san pedros powders are 4-5% mescaline content when I make the chlorenchyma powder above.

Less nausea too.

12 grams gives you open eye visuals in 45 minutes very physically taking. 14g is stupid strong but fun too maybe more need a sitter. Cant wait till I am married to my wifey and every trip is tripsat by

 

[Mimosaquero]

Ok so for me 500mg is on 10 grams of chlorenchyma powder..

68g is a massive amount of cactus to consume.
If the stuff works and you already have it cool but if you want to make a better powder than you already have.

Skin and despine the cacti. If you want more visionary pick bolivian torch over san pedro.

Once the wax skin is gone then shave off the outer dark green layer on the cactus.

Food dehydrator or oven on low 75c or as close too...

Powder that in a mortar and pestle.

All my san pedros powders are 4-5% mescaline content when I make the chlorenchyma powder above.

Less nausea too.

12 grams gives you open eye visuals in 45 minutes very physically taking. 14g is stupid strong but fun too maybe more need a sitter. Cant wait till I am married to my wifey and every trip is tripsat by

ngl i dont mind the powder, ive been consuming ayahuasca for almost a decade. i can handle alot lmao, but ill try getting 14-16in Bolivian and dry it out like you said.