A Psilocybin Initiation

[northape]

May all go well and may both of you find healing

I have become truly interested in psilohuasca lately. I prefer medicines that are physically safe and produce a challenging experience followed by relief, rather than the other way around. It is better to suffer through your issues for a few hours than to learn from a difficult life situation. Oh, and the suffering is optional, of course. It is just an ultimate expression of cleansing.

 

[doubledog]

Tonight, after a half-year and a bit, I am called to partake in psychedelics again...

And tonight, I take 1 gram of Penis Envy in cacao chocolates with 5g of Syrian Rue (and some pear juice to deal with the bitterness)

Hopefully, you are familiar with the effects of rue, 5g is quite a big dose. I am not sure about rue interaction with shrooms.
I assume that you know that -huasca is Caapi.

 

[northape]

I am not sure about rue interaction with shrooms.

I've tried rue tea with local liberty caps a few times, and it's a safe combo, at least physiologically. It could potentially be cleaner than using caapi, but I lost access to mushrooms to test it. There are harmine-dominant rue varieties out there (Moroccan seeds), and they are very clean in feel, almost like extract.

 

[taita]

Tonight, after a half-year and a bit, I am called to partake in psychedelics again...

And tonight, I take 1 gram of Penis Envy in cacao chocolates with 5g of Syrian Rue (and some pear juice to deal with the bitterness)

Good luck, be safe, and blessings on the journey

 

[Flufferus]

Tonight, after a half-year and a bit, I am called to partake in psychedelics again...

And tonight, I take 1 gram of Penis Envy in cacao chocolates with 5g of Syrian Rue (and some pear juice to deal with the bitterness)

happy trails

I P S I L O H U A S C A

i will be partaking again this summer... i am sure of it...

 

[taita]

happy trails

I P S I L O H U A S C A

i will be partaking again this summer... i am sure of it...

How much time do you usually allow for a proper psilohuasca experience? I imagine it extends and potentiates it considerably!

My only experience in that direction so far was a passionflower & low dose mushroom tea many years back. Definitely potentiated it!

 

[Flufferus]

How much time do you usually allow for a proper psilohuasca experience? I imagine it extends and potentiates it considerably!

My only experience in that direction so far was a passionflower & low dose mushroom tea many years back. Definitely potentiated it!

if its a big dose, 12h, a regular dose will likely be around 8h. so ide allot a good 24h chunk of time for a good experience. i do that for nearly every trip though, exept small tokes of deems.

 

[taita]

if its a big dose, 12h, a regular dose will likely be around 8h. so ide allot a good 24h chunk of time for a good experience. i do that for nearly every trip though, exept small tokes of deems.

So, 24 hrs for a proper return to baseline, but most dramatic effects over by 8-12. Gotcha. Thanks Sounds potentially quite intense. I am "used to" (if such a thing is possible lol) strong aya journeys but those don't usually go much beyond 4 or 5 hrs ime

 

[dithyramb]

I've tried rue tea with local liberty caps a few times, and it's a safe combo, at least physiologically. It could potentially be cleaner than using caapi, but I lost access to mushrooms to test it. There are harmine-dominant rue varieties out there (Moroccan seeds), and they are very clean in feel, almost like extract.

The Moroccan batch you have may be harmine dominant, but I doubt it could be generalized to all Moroccan seeds. And as you know, I have been enjoying a harmine dominant Turkish variety, so harmine dominant seeds are not limited to Morocco.

But also, I don't know how much harmine dominance translates to being clean. I have encountered harmaline dominant seeds that appear dirty, and others that appear clean. Harmaline itself can add a harshness but that's a different parameter than cleanliness in my perspective.

My own psiloruasca experience with liberty caps is that for sure it's a gem, but also the relentless long lasting intensity feels a little less healthy on the nervous system and like a little less natural of a combination than brews with DMT plants. It could vary according to rue strain or whether caapi is used instead, I am not sure.

 

[Valmar]

1g of PE with 5g of Rue sounds like a proper intense experience. Good luck, stay safe, and may your journey illuminate your path and lead to healing

I'm planning a 1.3g TTBVI trip this week, never gone that far with that strain so we'll see.

Be well Val

It was very intense. I am still processing it at the moment. I went in with the intention of getting past the steel wall in my mind that was stifling me, and the result was... well, a hurricane of feeling like I had gone insane and had shattered my soul, only for everything to be pieced back together at the end. I was left very mentally flattened for a few days after.

I am yet to really formulate the words to describe it properly.

 

[Nydex]

It was very intense. I am still processing it at the moment. I went in with the intention of getting past the steel wall in my mind that was stifling me, and the result was... well, a hurricane of feeling like I had gone insane and had shattered my soul, only for everything to be pieced back together at the end. I was left very mentally flattened for a few days after.

I am yet to really formulate the words to describe it properly.

Glad you're back safe and better I'd enjoy reading a trip report if and when you get the energy and desire to write one up. It took me a couple of days to write mine and I'm still shaken from the experience, so I know how you feel haha

 

[rkba]

the womb of existence

Nice!

Last weekend I was 'shown' to understand that the birds have close experiences with this Womb and are, ever since, singing the stories of their collective experiences. The strong winds, in combination with the ascending force of fire from the Tree of Life, brought me closer to their perceptual ties, close enough that that one message came through.

What to do with this message, I don't realize just yet. Maybe all that is needed is to just listen to their stories, while arresting and utilizing the force from the Illusion-of-Time.

I am yet to really formulate the words to describe it properly.

We are not much different from the birds, in the sense that we want to describe our own experiences with the Womb of Existence. We struggle to form the words that describe our experiences. During this struggle we are shown the nature of our experience with the Womb to ourselves. Then we sing our story to whoever is aligned with similar perceptual ties.

The Flux is beautiful