SturdyPegs
Rising Star
Hallo, I have SturdyPegs and this is an introduction. I have been reading up on the forum for a long time, as the then illusive DMT was something I had put on a scary out of reach pedestal due to being misinformed/warned against it when I was younger. I have a passion for reading, often spending more time on comment sections that the video/piece itself. Being fascinated by people and 'the way they' work influenced my studies and lifestyle choices and has made me who I am today. I am partly glad I didn't start exploring this specific substance until little over a year ago, even turning down a ceremony invitation some years ago, as I felt I was in a space at the time that did not require psychedelics and more importantly was on a sober streak other than smoking and drinking which was a new-found feeling at the time and a warmly welcomed slap of reality that one had not been accustomed to since early teens.
Deciding to actually join instead of reading teks and posts from the outside has come from having recently having the space to allow me to actually explore. This is in regards to personal headspace, the outdoors, psychoactive substances and in the general sense too. As someone that enjoys writing, spending time alone and keeping company with a select few, I now feel I can input positively on the forum and continue learning as I did before from the sidelines. Knowing yourself is important before embarking on exploratory missions and after sacrificing a few years to hedonism and being unhappy in general, I am now on a more positive streak and have come out the other side as a more rounded introvert.
People like Olympus Mons on the Nexus have made me more and more intrigued in other elements and variations of administration, and having come from a dull area full of recreation substances and wreck-heads alike, having removed oneself from this situation I can actually put some of this 'learning' into practice. Still new to tek really as I always just fantasised about it, but was interested in the details and ways people get creative.
Since initially smoalking kikkers guide I have made serious changed to my life, I cycled a fair part of a continent on my own to learn and to cycle of course! I have since turned vegetarian as well as having curbed multiple bad habits, but none of this is directly because of spice of course. It has changed my attitude to the use and misuse of psychoactive substances as well as reminding me the importance of remembering cause and effect. Destiny is a funny old one, you are dealt cards and it may take time to realise those cards can be morphed, swapped or insured and also that some of the cards you had all along were hidden in plain sight or obscured by an over inflated ego/lack of self worth. 'Amor Fati' is now a mantra I am happy to live by, not 'mess and excess'.
One thing is for sure, everyday is a learning day and I look forward to learning more from you guys and getting to know you. I am also sure that learning tek and methodology during this hyperbizarre kikkers guide lexicon mix up is near impossible for me even with the carefully created key!
I will be writing up trip reports from time to time, as well as asking opinions/questions hidden in stories or inadvertently, who knows they're not typed up yet! If you got this far through this then you have as are patient, always been told I have an awkward and convoluted way of writing!
SturdyPegs
Deciding to actually join instead of reading teks and posts from the outside has come from having recently having the space to allow me to actually explore. This is in regards to personal headspace, the outdoors, psychoactive substances and in the general sense too. As someone that enjoys writing, spending time alone and keeping company with a select few, I now feel I can input positively on the forum and continue learning as I did before from the sidelines. Knowing yourself is important before embarking on exploratory missions and after sacrificing a few years to hedonism and being unhappy in general, I am now on a more positive streak and have come out the other side as a more rounded introvert.
People like Olympus Mons on the Nexus have made me more and more intrigued in other elements and variations of administration, and having come from a dull area full of recreation substances and wreck-heads alike, having removed oneself from this situation I can actually put some of this 'learning' into practice. Still new to tek really as I always just fantasised about it, but was interested in the details and ways people get creative.
Since initially smoalking kikkers guide I have made serious changed to my life, I cycled a fair part of a continent on my own to learn and to cycle of course! I have since turned vegetarian as well as having curbed multiple bad habits, but none of this is directly because of spice of course. It has changed my attitude to the use and misuse of psychoactive substances as well as reminding me the importance of remembering cause and effect. Destiny is a funny old one, you are dealt cards and it may take time to realise those cards can be morphed, swapped or insured and also that some of the cards you had all along were hidden in plain sight or obscured by an over inflated ego/lack of self worth. 'Amor Fati' is now a mantra I am happy to live by, not 'mess and excess'.
One thing is for sure, everyday is a learning day and I look forward to learning more from you guys and getting to know you. I am also sure that learning tek and methodology during this hyperbizarre kikkers guide lexicon mix up is near impossible for me even with the carefully created key!
I will be writing up trip reports from time to time, as well as asking opinions/questions hidden in stories or inadvertently, who knows they're not typed up yet! If you got this far through this then you have as are patient, always been told I have an awkward and convoluted way of writing!
SturdyPegs
