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The Great Gatsby
Afternoon Nexians,
Just looking for some advice.
I've tinkered with spice once but it was a low dose and all I got was a tremendous feeling of power in my chest and a big dose of euphoria.
I got a powerful feeling that my mind already knew spice and must admit it felt soo right. Of course the dose was low as I think I burned some of it.
I've logged a lot of flight time with LS*. Ate it like candy and had fun sub-breakthrough experiences until one day I hit the dose window and setting perfectly and i got a proper earth shattering experience, total psychedelic euphoria.
Tried to chase that experience and got my first mega bummer, a long night of hellish negative introspection that left me struggling for months to grok the experience.
I have never been able to truly let my guard down in psychedelic spaces since then and as a result of this I dont take commited doses of shrooms or LS any more.
I'm fascinated with spice, dare I say obsessed, and keen to do it properly.
There lies my quandry.
Do you think I am crazy to even consider it with this mind set.
I have been meditating a lot on the challenge that lies ahead.
I'm fully briefed on what to expect and will be concentrating a lot on the right set and setting.
What more can I do.
Any opinions or advice would be appreciated.
H
Just looking for some advice.
I've tinkered with spice once but it was a low dose and all I got was a tremendous feeling of power in my chest and a big dose of euphoria.
I got a powerful feeling that my mind already knew spice and must admit it felt soo right. Of course the dose was low as I think I burned some of it.
I've logged a lot of flight time with LS*. Ate it like candy and had fun sub-breakthrough experiences until one day I hit the dose window and setting perfectly and i got a proper earth shattering experience, total psychedelic euphoria.
Tried to chase that experience and got my first mega bummer, a long night of hellish negative introspection that left me struggling for months to grok the experience.
I have never been able to truly let my guard down in psychedelic spaces since then and as a result of this I dont take commited doses of shrooms or LS any more.
I'm fascinated with spice, dare I say obsessed, and keen to do it properly.
There lies my quandry.
Do you think I am crazy to even consider it with this mind set.
I have been meditating a lot on the challenge that lies ahead.
I'm fully briefed on what to expect and will be concentrating a lot on the right set and setting.
What more can I do.
Any opinions or advice would be appreciated.
H