windyshaman
Esteemed member
Been keeping my DMT practice to about once per 3-weeks/month for the last few months.. And things were getting somewhat odd lately.
Coudn't breakthrough on my previous session despite a pretty long break - about a month. However - after the 3rd attempt - came to a point during the afterglow where I just gave up, relaxed, closed my eyes and whhhaaaam!!! it just hit me... you know that audible DMT rumble we get to experience during stronger "dives"? I was seeing it as waves of energy and vibration... was seeing it, feeling it, hearing it, experiencing it going through me and me being a part of it...
Today, almost another 4 weeks later, got really anxious for a long-awaited session. Butchered it from the get go as I wanted to try another vaping setup, tried again with my normal rig to not much avail, like nothing... barely some noticeable enough OEV-s, nothing with eyes closed though. Gave it another - last shot, still to basically nothing, my lungs were too irritated from that initial trial of another vaping setup - had a really hard time trying to keep the vapor in... And then I just gave up again, figured "things aren't aligning it for me Today, stop forcing it", leaned back, relaxed, closed my eyes and whaaaam!!! it hit me again!!! Not as intense, but still - same exact DMT rumble waves of energy!
Really not certain what's going on, but the drift I'm getting: there's not much left for me in the DMT realm. I've got all the answers - get back to carrying water and chopping wood.
Coudn't breakthrough on my previous session despite a pretty long break - about a month. However - after the 3rd attempt - came to a point during the afterglow where I just gave up, relaxed, closed my eyes and whhhaaaam!!! it just hit me... you know that audible DMT rumble we get to experience during stronger "dives"? I was seeing it as waves of energy and vibration... was seeing it, feeling it, hearing it, experiencing it going through me and me being a part of it...
Today, almost another 4 weeks later, got really anxious for a long-awaited session. Butchered it from the get go as I wanted to try another vaping setup, tried again with my normal rig to not much avail, like nothing... barely some noticeable enough OEV-s, nothing with eyes closed though. Gave it another - last shot, still to basically nothing, my lungs were too irritated from that initial trial of another vaping setup - had a really hard time trying to keep the vapor in... And then I just gave up again, figured "things aren't aligning it for me Today, stop forcing it", leaned back, relaxed, closed my eyes and whaaaam!!! it hit me again!!! Not as intense, but still - same exact DMT rumble waves of energy!
Really not certain what's going on, but the drift I'm getting: there's not much left for me in the DMT realm. I've got all the answers - get back to carrying water and chopping wood.
