Changa Musings

[yatyas314]

Well friend here I am again posting in your musing thread again, I just came back inside from a little over an hour. I have been thinking a lot about what you asked"Have you smoalked your changa in a regular pipe or bubbler?" Its still no, the GVG and torch got it done tonight. I got enough heat to get a cherry going in there and the hit was Huge. That single good hit really got me in session and at attention, after some time I grabbed the vape and took about half a hit of vape ( I think it's plugging ) But whatever I got was enough to when I exhaled I looked down at my crossed legs under a blanket and watched it all turn into digital mesh and flow and at the same time I was on the edge, the razor edge of fully out of control and control. A very eye opening experience, No fear just awe. I sat for another 30 minutes and entered a journal entry then came inside and logged in. Changa is so powerful one lungful will take you to school.
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[yatyas314]

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Last night I replaced the atomizer on my yocan, grabbed the GVG and sat outside in my outdoor Puja room and worked on technique. I have probably written this several times but I think I hit a place I had never been before. In my GVG I have a screen and then like a tall screen/puck or sponge to help vaporize the dmt, I had been smoking my whole changa batch through the GVG so I feel confident that the steel pad had a bunch of the enhanced leaf material that had melted off over the last 3 months. I noticed that I need a bigger torch/lighter as the butane torch I currently use won't really combust unless the GVG is packed full. I got a couple good hits and realized that it was another changa experience which I welcomed. a few minutes into the changa experience I took a big toke off of the vaporizer and .
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I had time for about two thoughts, the first one was uh oh... the next one was "did I accidentally die"? This was new to me as before in all my other experiences with DMT I have always had the understanding that I was alive and a person. I had set the vaporizer down and sat back in my couch and crossed my arms and dissolved into pure color. Bright green I looked down and my crossed arms just became one with my body and then it was all just color. I had my mouthguard in and grit my teeth and held on for what was happening. When I got back to a place where I had some thought and some awareness I still had my arms crossed but i was breathing very fast and very short breaths. I just concentrated any power I had to slow my breath down that took what felt like 5 minutes to just get to a spot where I was not hyperventilating. This whole time it was hard to remember exactly what was happening. This was the the first time I have lost all sense of I am and if I was alive even. This is where I need the communities help.
When you do enhanced leaf do the visuals change? When I do changa my visuals are always bright and big but no entities. Only entities when I do just freebase DMT If I can get 2-3 good hits in a row. lately with changa just colors plains of colors but not the dmt dimensional shapes. I would appreciate all feedback as always.
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