Changa Musings

[yatyas314]

Well friend here I am again posting in your musing thread again, I just came back inside from a little over an hour. I have been thinking a lot about what you asked"Have you smoalked your changa in a regular pipe or bubbler?" Its still no, the GVG and torch got it done tonight. I got enough heat to get a cherry going in there and the hit was Huge. That single good hit really got me in session and at attention, after some time I grabbed the vape and took about half a hit of vape ( I think it's plugging ) But whatever I got was enough to when I exhaled I looked down at my crossed legs under a blanket and watched it all turn into digital mesh and flow and at the same time I was on the edge, the razor edge of fully out of control and control. A very eye opening experience, No fear just awe. I sat for another 30 minutes and entered a journal entry then came inside and logged in. Changa is so powerful one lungful will take you to school.
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[yatyas314]

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Last night I replaced the atomizer on my yocan, grabbed the GVG and sat outside in my outdoor Puja room and worked on technique. I have probably written this several times but I think I hit a place I had never been before. In my GVG I have a screen and then like a tall screen/puck or sponge to help vaporize the dmt, I had been smoking my whole changa batch through the GVG so I feel confident that the steel pad had a bunch of the enhanced leaf material that had melted off over the last 3 months. I noticed that I need a bigger torch/lighter as the butane torch I currently use won't really combust unless the GVG is packed full. I got a couple good hits and realized that it was another changa experience which I welcomed. a few minutes into the changa experience I took a big toke off of the vaporizer and .
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I had time for about two thoughts, the first one was uh oh... the next one was "did I accidentally die"? This was new to me as before in all my other experiences with DMT I have always had the understanding that I was alive and a person. I had set the vaporizer down and sat back in my couch and crossed my arms and dissolved into pure color. Bright green I looked down and my crossed arms just became one with my body and then it was all just color. I had my mouthguard in and grit my teeth and held on for what was happening. When I got back to a place where I had some thought and some awareness I still had my arms crossed but i was breathing very fast and very short breaths. I just concentrated any power I had to slow my breath down that took what felt like 5 minutes to just get to a spot where I was not hyperventilating. This whole time it was hard to remember exactly what was happening. This was the the first time I have lost all sense of I am and if I was alive even. This is where I need the communities help.
When you do enhanced leaf do the visuals change? When I do changa my visuals are always bright and big but no entities. Only entities when I do just freebase DMT If I can get 2-3 good hits in a row. lately with changa just colors plains of colors but not the dmt dimensional shapes. I would appreciate all feedback as always.
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[Voidmatrix]

uh oh... the next one was "did I accidentally die"? This was new to me as before in all my other experiences with DMT I have always had the understanding that I was alive and a person.

Welcome to the club. That has happened to me often in some periods.

I had my mouthguard in and grit my teeth and held on for what was happening.

This can be interpreted as a sign of holding. See what happens if you try the opposite, which will align more with letting go and surrender.

When you do enhanced leaf do the visuals change? When I do changa my visuals are always bright and big but no entities.

I have primarily noticed a difference in presentation rather than any difference in presence or absence of entities when they choose to show up. But this could be one way in which it can be better understood that changa may be more akin to aya than freebase DMT since there are a lot of reports sans entities and some times sans discreet visuals.

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