woogyboogy
Rising Star
Hello guys.
I have been experimenting with caapi tea as a mood enhancer/mild antidepressant.
I had two teas so far. Each time 10g caapi leaf cooked for one hour.
I could feel light mood elevation, but when I go to sleep I would have these very detailed dreams about some pretty dark themes.
Yesterday I had a tea maybe 8 hours before sleeping. I could notice the dream eperience was certainly different then my usual dream state. The stories I dream are very long and one night can countain quite a few different stories. They also seem to be very detailed and I can remember the images I saw much better. How ever they seem to lack some kind of "trippines" my usual dreams have, kind of clearer and are much more like watching a movie.
So the point is this night among other things more personal, I was dreaming about a war ground which seemed related to the war hot spots in the east these days. The last thing I remembered where some cruel images of people being blown to death with some kind of dynamite in a vault. More detailed, it was about a guy who was sentenced to death five times, but each time managed to somehow put a kid in the execution place instead of him... Pretty harsh stuff... The other dream stories were not as graphic, but all kind of negative themed, with a bunch of very unlikeable characters.
These dreams are different then usual nightmares. I dont wake up soaked with sweat. They dont realy frighten me, seem very distant to my emotions. But still the images linger in my head and leave me kind of drained, like after watching a real deep documentary about human cruelty.
Anybody have similar experiences with caapi?? MAybe this is some kind of mental purge?
I have been experimenting with caapi tea as a mood enhancer/mild antidepressant.
I had two teas so far. Each time 10g caapi leaf cooked for one hour.
I could feel light mood elevation, but when I go to sleep I would have these very detailed dreams about some pretty dark themes.
Yesterday I had a tea maybe 8 hours before sleeping. I could notice the dream eperience was certainly different then my usual dream state. The stories I dream are very long and one night can countain quite a few different stories. They also seem to be very detailed and I can remember the images I saw much better. How ever they seem to lack some kind of "trippines" my usual dreams have, kind of clearer and are much more like watching a movie.
So the point is this night among other things more personal, I was dreaming about a war ground which seemed related to the war hot spots in the east these days. The last thing I remembered where some cruel images of people being blown to death with some kind of dynamite in a vault. More detailed, it was about a guy who was sentenced to death five times, but each time managed to somehow put a kid in the execution place instead of him... Pretty harsh stuff... The other dream stories were not as graphic, but all kind of negative themed, with a bunch of very unlikeable characters.
These dreams are different then usual nightmares. I dont wake up soaked with sweat. They dont realy frighten me, seem very distant to my emotions. But still the images linger in my head and leave me kind of drained, like after watching a real deep documentary about human cruelty.
Anybody have similar experiences with caapi?? MAybe this is some kind of mental purge?
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