Hello,
So heres my dilemma: I've been extremely interested in exploring the hallucinogenic realm for a few years now. When I was younger, I tried mushrooms a few times, but never really got anything out of them. At most, all I experienced was a slight "breathing" when looking at trees, grass, ect. After my failed 3rd attempt, I just kind of gave up. It was a few years ago that i had heard about DMT, and have since done as much reading and research as possible. I consider myself pretty knowledgeable when it comes to what to expect from things like LSD, mushrooms, and DMT. But again, I've never really had a "psychedelic" experience. My ultimate goal this summer was to finally have one of those experiences. I especially wanted to get a few mushroom trips under my belt before I made the huge leap to DMT. And considering the scarcity of DMT, I figured this would be a more likely situation.
Oddly enough, the mushrooms have been difficult to find lately, but SWIM has procured some spice. Now, from everything I've read, DMT is beyond anything you will experience on LSD or mushrooms. Even seasoned explorers have raved about how much more intense a DMT trip is compared to other substances. I'm very aware of what I might be in store for, but I'm just wondering if this a very foolish idea on my part. I consider myself to be fairly comfortable with who I am, and also consider myself pretty mentally solid.
I've been trying to find some trip reports of people who have smoked DMT as their first hallucinogenic experience. Needless to say, I haven't found any yet.
I feel that I am as prepared as I can possibly be. The thought of doing DMT made me nervous in the beginning, seeing as how I have little to no experience in this realm. But since the opportunity presented itself, I feel like i'm as ready as I'll ever be.
Am I making a huge mistake? Does anyone have any reference material for this sort of situation? Advice?
So heres my dilemma: I've been extremely interested in exploring the hallucinogenic realm for a few years now. When I was younger, I tried mushrooms a few times, but never really got anything out of them. At most, all I experienced was a slight "breathing" when looking at trees, grass, ect. After my failed 3rd attempt, I just kind of gave up. It was a few years ago that i had heard about DMT, and have since done as much reading and research as possible. I consider myself pretty knowledgeable when it comes to what to expect from things like LSD, mushrooms, and DMT. But again, I've never really had a "psychedelic" experience. My ultimate goal this summer was to finally have one of those experiences. I especially wanted to get a few mushroom trips under my belt before I made the huge leap to DMT. And considering the scarcity of DMT, I figured this would be a more likely situation.
Oddly enough, the mushrooms have been difficult to find lately, but SWIM has procured some spice. Now, from everything I've read, DMT is beyond anything you will experience on LSD or mushrooms. Even seasoned explorers have raved about how much more intense a DMT trip is compared to other substances. I'm very aware of what I might be in store for, but I'm just wondering if this a very foolish idea on my part. I consider myself to be fairly comfortable with who I am, and also consider myself pretty mentally solid.
I've been trying to find some trip reports of people who have smoked DMT as their first hallucinogenic experience. Needless to say, I haven't found any yet.
I feel that I am as prepared as I can possibly be. The thought of doing DMT made me nervous in the beginning, seeing as how I have little to no experience in this realm. But since the opportunity presented itself, I feel like i'm as ready as I'll ever be.
Am I making a huge mistake? Does anyone have any reference material for this sort of situation? Advice?