Dirty T said:
yellowpusdogeye said:
mother superior said:
You might not be an addict, but this day in age most people know one or have a family member that suffers form this disease. If they want to quit but can't(only an addict understands how hard this can be) DMT will show them the way. I got the idea from the ibogaine treatments in Mexico I couldn't afford. After the worst of the acute withdrawals passed, I smoked DMT every night to deal with withdrawals until they were gone.
dood, i found the same experience however it is with 5-meo-dmt and now in 2021. I haven't fully kicked opiates but i plan on it and using DMT allowed me to refrain much longer than i ever could on my own. Can i please contact you for more answers?
The OP only ever posted the one post and hasn't logged in since. I'm glad you got some help for your addiction. In my experience these tools help but there is a lot of work to do if long term recovery is to be had.
That is a really old post.
Please feel free to start your own thread in the welcome area and let us know a little more about you, your history and intention. I am in long-term recovery from a very long term heroin addiction and 5meoDMT was integral in helping me form the spiritual foundation to embark on a long journey to wellness. I work with addicts now as a peer and have come a long way from where I started, but it has not been easy. There have been many stops and starts and different healing practices, some have worked better than others, some not at all, some did at one time and don't anymore, some are brand-new that I am learning. It doesn't stop, you never get "fixed" and put that trophy on the shelf. I just came out of a life-threatening crisis that lasted almost a year and nearly culminated in me taking my own life from sheer hopelessness, so adversity is a thing that doesn't stop, but getting through it is what counts. It gets ugly sometimes, at least for me, but I'm breathing, and you're breathing and that's what counts.
I don't know anything about your addiction, and recovery is as individual as one's recovery, so it's hard to speak in anything but generalities, but I would be happy to talk to you about what you are going through on a peer level. My definition of recovery is coming from a place of impactful adverse life experience into a life that is measurably better. What that looks like for you is your story, and the different strategies you choose to get there are just that, your choice. I know the one commonality that I do see in successful recovery is support and community, and you have one here I invite you to engage.
Have you looked into or tried MAT (methadone, buprenorphine, etc)? That can be a really great harm reduction tool if you can find a good clinic to admister it. The heroin scene out there these days is no joke, brother, that shit
will kill you. I don't know where you are but you sound like you are in the states and fentanyl is coast to coast north to south on the street, I implore you to be careful. 2020-2021 have been really terrible, sad years in so many ways, the uptick in OD's being one. Please be safe. MAT saves lives.
5meoDMT is an incredibly powerful drug that I think has singular capabilities to create grounds for transformational change in a person, creating an experiential awareness of one's connection to something greater than themself, and can be especially challenging to incorporate for just that reason. We don't exactly live in an enlightened culture in the west. Like I said, it was a powerful (and accidental) encounter with it that launched me onto a path of idiotic wandering into wellness, like the Fool with a big-T Truth lingering somewhere over my head either leading me to, or keeping me from walking right off the edge of the cliff, distracted by the yapping beast at my feet.
Anyway, you have come to a good place to talk to people who can understand some of the things you may be going through from an addiction and recovery standpoint, and may have some insight into some questions that may be going on in your mind from a psychedelic one. Welcome. So, please enlighten us about you a little more.