DMT for meditation, have I really brokethrough?

[deeplake]

I don't know much about meditation. I think I use DMT as meditation. I use excercise to relax before smoking so I always go into the trip relaxed, and with a feeling of well being. I found my DMT use is getting to be kinda like a religious ritual these days, and gained a major respect for the molecule.

But my question is can I go farther on it? I think it's just me. I've never been to the point on any hallucinogen where I absolutely did'nt know what was what. I know for sure I've gone as far as you can go with LSD (1200+ mcgs) several times, and I know I'm doing potentially breakthrough doses of DMT. Smoking 50 mgs in 5 big hits. Don't get me wrong, it absolutely shattered my world, but I still knew I was on a drug and never experienced ego death I think it's called. I can get the same effects off 30 mgs. I'd like to get a 30 mg dose in one hit and see what happens but can't. I even have a GVG now but it still takes 2 or 3 hits.?. I actually made this little device that seems to work better (the pic). It's soo small the dmt's got nowhere to go but in your lungs. I've got some rue seeds coming, and some 20X salvia both of which I'm a virgin to, so I think I'll be experiencing ego death soon.?.

I always read these stories of seeing entities, hearing alien music ect. and I guess I would just like to experience something like that for myself.

 

[tetra]

Of course you can go further. Plain ole freebase is nice for the what the fuck factor, but too fast to be of much lasting use. Aya or pharma will both take you deeper; not deeper into what the fuck ville, but deeper into yourself. And for meditation, a night with aya is the prescription. You can also make changa to enhance things, or take an MAOI before you smoke.

"Ego death" is a very subjective term. And don't fret about "entities" or trying to match your trips to other peoples' trips; things will unfold in their own time. I personally could care less about "entity contact;" I'm more concerned with personal evolution (yes, yes, quiet down, people, "entities will show you blah blah blah."). I guess it's nice to see meet other selves in the multiverse from time to time, but your trips won't be diminished because of a lack contact. Patience, deeplake-san. And experiment with the many varied forms of experiencing DMT.