Naman Keshri
Rising Star
I feel like After Doing DMT, an entity or an energy came which sort of put me into a state of psychosis and made me realise now your gonna be here be prepared.... After which i saw the divine mother who cried through me as i was coughing out the substance.. She was really beautiful, her make up was higher dimensional geometries morphing into one geometry to another and mandalas and when i tried to look into her eyes , her gaze was very fierce and I couldnt look into it and was just breathing and waiting for the trip to get over. After the trip I experienced complete loss of emotions, Psychosis, numbness, I cant be in in conversations with friends. I feel like ending most of the conversations fast, I have become very silent. i prefer not to go out. so that i dont get triggered. Facing psychosexual disorder now. ... Is there an hope that i will come back to normal? ALso was that entity in the beginning responsible for putting me into psychosis..like. a soul contract or something, or an exchange or some sort of hypnosis? Will i ever come back?