DMT Newbie looking for advice.

[NurfMeToTheMoon]

Firstly I'd just like to say hi I'm looking forward to becoming a part of this community & am glad to be here now, secondly I'd like to say kudo's to whomever designed the opening portal to this web page such an inspiring and inventive way to make a homepage.

So as the title suggests I am relatively new to DMT, I've got a few years worth of experience in regards to other psychedelics but have failed to achieve the 'elusive' breakthrough with DMT.

I have tried about 5 times now & in the matter of honesty the first few times I was a little skittish which more than anything would have probably held me back, but the last two times I have been completely committed to breaking through been meditating for months now & generally looking after myself as well as one can to ensure the best body & mind load to help prepare this sudden change in my mentality and positivity towards the experience.

Unfortunately as mentioned I haven't been able to breakthrough & that's cool it will happen when it happens, but my main question here is about the experience on a non breakthrough dose and the CEV's I personally experience.

I often find that I see some pretty strange things, mainly disfigured cartoon stylized characters, people and sometimes elderly people I always find my CEV's to be anything but patterns and fractal based which from everything I've read doesn't really seem to fit the profile of DMT, now these experiences don't bother me I've got a fairly solid outlook and mindset on these events, but it's a shame because it takes away from the amazing body load that I experience, quite hard not to notice the strange green old man I'm seeing ( Just an example of one my experiences haha).

More than anything I'd like to hear your feedback on these experiences, has anyone else had something similar, can I expect something more like what I've read on a breakthrough dose ect?
And finally any tips on breaking through.

Kind regards & peace :d

 

[pete666]

My understanding of entheogens is that they give you what you need. It may but doesn't have to be in line with what you want. If you feel you are getting something else than what you want, there might be potential to use them for understanding what you need and why it is not what you want. This may leed to synchronization between these two and personal development in general.

So be careful with your expectations, they can lead to dissapointment, especially if there are problems with the ego and unwillingness or unability to solve them

I can ensure you entheogens can show you billion times more than what you originally wanted. Nobody knows whether they will do though

If I wanted to breakthrough, I would use 100mg of harmala extract or 150/300mg of moclobemide orally as a MAOI and 70-90mg dmt fumarate rectally. We are talking about an hour there, not few minutes.

 

[DmnStr8]

Howdy!

Sounds like you have a great mindset! A breakthrough dose can be so many things. It can boggle the mind over and over again, always presenting something unexpected and confounding. It is endless and infinite. It stretches every direction. A breakthrough dose is much different that sub threshold doses to be sure. Take you time with it as you have already been doing.

Please check out this link below as it may contain some information that could prove to be very helpful to you.

Attn. If you're having a hard time breaking through read this. - First steps in Hyperspace - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus

Welcome to the Nexus!