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No, it has not been discussed already. This is a different discussion.

Six years ago, i was involved in these shitstorms i mentioned. Because i criticised his views i was labeled a white supremacist out of nowhere. My criticisms where actually quite modest and nuanced and not unreasonable in any way: my main point was even that the antifa riots where damaging to the BLM movement. I don't see how that can be interpreted in any way as the things mentioned.

I thought that probably some people would come to defend me and say at least something like :"look, i may disagree with this guy, but he's none of the things you mentioned". But no one did. I started to question myself. Had i said something along the way, that could have been interpreted as such? Did i without knowing it use a word that is a rightwing dogwhistle? I don't know everything. I don't find the far right so interesting that i know of all of their latest dowhistles.

Did people maybe realy belief i was a white supremacist? I felt so uneasy every time i logged in. I could see who was around, and everytime i saw someone i asked myself:"does he or she think i'm a white supremacist?" Or:"do people feel unsafe around here when they see me?".

I felt ashamed even, of being painted in such a light.

Then, while the guy had been going though hell and high waters for pages on to make it perfectly clear that activists like him are free to destroy anybodies belongings and that by critisizing him i'm supporting fascism, when i'm asking if that rule also applies to his properties, he says it's a disgrace that i'm threatening to destroy his properties and that i'm an agressor.

I found this 180 degree turn so remarkable that i knew that for sure, some people would come and point it out to him.
And that also didn't happen.

Man, over the past few years i've felt so much anger inside of me.

The only reason for me to start this thread, is that i don't want to be angry at everybody anymore. Yes, i have also felt some anger towards some people here.
But i don't want to be angry towards everybody anymore, but just at this guy.

I don't even realy care anymore. If you think i'm a white supremacist you're nothing but a stinking shitstain to me. If you want to defend that guy, then go ahead. One stinking shitstain defending another one to me then, just a bunch of manure without any of the fertilizing qualities. Bye.
I’m sorry I was unclear what I meant was that the the article has already been discussed here on Nexus before. Even back then, none of the accusations mentioned in the article were really backed up by any kind of evidence, aside from the article simply stating that it’s the case. Now, of course, it’s a serious journalistic source, so that carries some weight, but still, there is very little else to go on.

I do think it’s important to say that I hear you. I can imagine that if something like this happens to you, it must be incredibly upsetting, and I can understand why you’d want to speak up about it. But at the same time, there’s so little concrete to go on. But then, even if just a small part of what’s written in that article turns out to be true, then that’s deeply disturbing, because that would mean a complete disregard for basic decency.

That moderator you mentioned, I haven’t seen him around here for quite a while. Still, I get why it would be good for him to respond at some point, especially since this issue keeps resurfacing. Then again, I wonder what he could even say at this point that would actually clear anything up, because if you look at the substance of the article and what happened, it really feels like people with very different ideas are clashing, and fighting those battles through ideology.

Personally, what bothers me most is that the outcome of the whole process seems to have been strongly influenced by factors that, in my opinion, shouldn’t play that big of a role. Because in the end, this is something the FDA decides on. They’re the ones who are supposed to base their decisions on the data. And sure, I get that there’s influence through the people who gather the data, I understand the whole broader context, but for me, that’s where the line should be drawn. That’s where it either works or doesn’t.

Finally I don’t think we’ll solve this here. But I do think it matters that you said it.
 
I agree. I was trying to avoid going into any of the personal issues in the post on purpose, and limiting my comments to the linked article. To me there is little doubt that the linked article is a hit piece, for already mentioned reasons. But that doesn't mean that the mod didn't make those comments here, and in that case it's unacceptable behavior.

To be fair, we're still waiting for citations on the baby killing and use of chemical and explosive weapons to commit violence. Varallo's linked article and the others I read didn't shed light on that. I think that's far more intriguing than old forum drama, but one cool aspect of internet forums is that they're in text and it's easy to just quote past interactions (something that's suspiciously absent here).

I really don't understand why this whole thread is so vague and unsubstantiated, aside from OP's desire to vent, which I'm not sure justifies making a post? I mean, don't get me wrong, it's quite a departure from the usual tone of this forum and variety is the spice of life. But it feels like OP has allowed this six-year-old interaction to fester and is now escalating things in head-scratching ways.

I love a good drama or thriller, I'm just not sure I understand the impetus for this particular drama. What are the benefits of posting wild unsubstantiated accusations (well beyond what the NYT claimed) about an inactive forum user you had friction with six years ago? To me, it seems that even if resolution was possible, it's not desired by OP (their stated desire seemed to be to maintain anger at this one particular individual while otherwise being able to surrender anger towards everyone else), so I have to admit that I really don't see/understand there to be a positive motive behind the post.

I’m sorry I was unclear what I meant was that the the article has already been discussed here on Nexus before. Even back then, none of the accusations mentioned in the article were really backed up by any kind of evidence, aside from the article simply stating that it’s the case. Now, of course, it’s a serious journalistic source, so that carries some weight, but still, there is very little else to go on.

I do think it’s important to say that I hear you. I can imagine that if something like this happens to you, it must be incredibly upsetting, and I can understand why you’d want to speak up about it. But at the same time, there’s so little concrete to go on. But then, even if just a small part of what’s written in that article turns out to be true, then that’s deeply disturbing, because that would mean a complete disregard for basic decency.

That moderator you mentioned, I haven’t seen him around here for quite a while. Still, I get why it would be good for him to respond at some point, especially since this issue keeps resurfacing. Then again, I wonder what he could even say at this point that would actually clear anything up, because if you look at the substance of the article and what happened, it really feels like people with very different ideas are clashing, and fighting those battles through ideology.

Personally, what bothers me most is that the outcome of the whole process seems to have been strongly influenced by factors that, in my opinion, shouldn’t play that big of a role. Because in the end, this is something the FDA decides on. They’re the ones who are supposed to base their decisions on the data. And sure, I get that there’s influence through the people who gather the data, I understand the whole broader context, but for me, that’s where the line should be drawn. That’s where it either works or doesn’t.

Finally I don’t think we’ll solve this here. But I do think it matters that you said it.

I find it very interesting that the NYT ran some major corrections to the article (at the bottom of the story) long after it was published. Someone on Reddit pointed out that the NYT basically admitted to fabricating timelines and quotes for the story months after publication. How did that happen? Why did it take so long to correct such significant errors especially when multiple people across social media claimed to be reaching out to the journalists around the time of publication? I doubt we'll ever know what went on here but it seems unusual.

I was also struck by a clip unearthed and published by the "Psychedelic Alpha" outlet which showed one of the NYT journalists vociferously advocating for MAPS via reading a prepared statement when she was supposed to ask a question of two people having a debate (it got so bad the moderator had to intervene, see 46:12):


I've read way too much about this on social media and there's so many weird things about the NYT article, many of which were loudly contested and ultimately appear at odds with reality but were never corrected. I won't clutter this thread with them but it certainly doesn't seem like standard journalism (or even the NYT 's standard psychedelic journalism).

Like I said earlier, I just don't see what this vent thread adds. There has been interesting stuff published by academics in recent months that, I think, bolsters the decision made by FDA, such as:



These strike me as food for thought and discussion, in stark contrast with what's being offered in this thread.

And let's not forget, Lykos could (have) publish(ed) the letter it received from FDA at any point in time. It would likely offer significant clarity. However, as Psychedelic Alpha also pointed out, Rick Doblin said that a Lykos board member said doing so would be "beyond reckless," suggesting that the complete response letter is either at odds with the public narrative or would reveal significant damaging information about the trials or their sponsor. Talk about food for thought, no?

Something that drew me to this forum is the usual level/tone of discussion, but I gotta say, this thread just ain't it.
 
Dollars to donuts, I wouldn't be surprised if he recently stumbled across that article and that's why it's being shared now.
It was purposefully vague so as to not potentially doxx anyone.
I don't think it was meant to only address the individual mentioned in the NYT article, but the forum at large due to @newusername1 experience with that person and no backup on the forum.

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Well, about his involvement in violent activities: i just put two and two together there. The articles about that chapel hill thing dó mention that the police expected to find boobytraps with explosives because that was what they previously had encountered with these type of anarchist groups.
The ...person had made it abundantly clear in his posts here that he was part of not just such groups, but also that he participated in ALL of the violence these groups where known for. And i mean, realy abundantly clear.
He also said that violence is publicity. And therefore good.

Now i must admit that i have no picture in my mind when i think of north carolina or chapell hill, but from what i see on the news from the other side of the atlantic, i don't find it implausible that there's a town in america where the cops are realy stupid idiots with guns.

So when i put his words over here and those articles together, i think they first had some encounters with the cops where they used traps with explosives and such. Then they squatted an abandoned building near the peacefull protestors and invited people over with free sandwiches or books or whatever. They also invited two journalists, meanwhile taunting the not so very bright cops. So the not so very bright cops send in the guys with the big helmets. Violence, publicity...success.
 
Anyway, in my view, labelling someone as a white-supremecist IS a form of extreme verbal agression. You must have seen him doing that at least once, because he consistently used to do that all the time.
This is straight-up racism against white folks. It's all about labeling and that verbal psychological abuse, plus it's just plain embarrassing.

And I'm saying this as an African American!

This is a form of aggression. The media is pitting people against each other. They're playing with your attention, otherwise, you'd be asking why our quality of life has dropped so much since the '90s.

Maybe you don't see that as extreme verbal agression, but i do
It's clearly some extremist verbal aggression aimed at one racial group. That kind of aggressive talk ain't got no place in modern society.
 
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Well, about his involvement in violent activities: i just put two and two together there. The articles about that chapel hill thing dó mention that the police expected to find boobytraps with explosives because that was what they previously had encountered with these type of anarchist groups.
To borrow from glib-glub's earlier post, have you ever read what the police say about drug users? For example, have you seen when they bring out the bomb squad or hazardous materials team to disassemble the type of "dangerous" DMT lab most users of this forum are intimately acquainted with (and recognize to consist entirely of store bought, household chemicals)? Have you read when they bust five kilos of "DMT" with a street value of umptythousand dollars? None of the articles I read presented anything remotely corroborating the wild tales in your posts.

Your putting "two and two together" appears to be little more than you simply fabricating stories about someone you had an internet spat with six years ago. Multiple people, including moderators, have asked for evidence for your bombastic claims and instead you offer make believe story hour. Talk about a disappointment.

I expected you to have extraordinary evidence for your extraordinary claims, but I (apparently unlike you or the cops) can understand that what I expect doesn't substitute for evidence or dictate the reality of a situation.
 
have you seen when they bring out the bomb squad or hazardous materials team to disassemble the type of "dangerous" DMT lab most users of this forum are intimately acquainted with (and recognize to consist entirely of store bought, household chemicals)?
Due to the fentanyl epidemic, they automatically suspect that it is a fentanyl lab when they see white crystaline substances. Fentanyl is very dangerous, and it makes sense that the cops are trying to protect themselves.
 
I'm not talking about fentanyl, I'm talking about the "hazardous" DMT labs. It's also common knowledge that cops routinely overstate the dangers of and get caught lying about fentanyl exposure. It's disappointing to see drug users repeating drug war propaganda.
 
I'm not talking about fentanyl, I'm talking about the "hazardous" DMT labs. It's also common knowledge that cops routinely overstate the dangers of and get caught lying about fentanyl exposure. It's disappointing to see drug users repeating drug war propaganda.
Well, dude, you can't ignore what's real. I don't think the cops are lying but it's the media that's talking trash. Yeah, the cops rock those chemical suits 'cause of fentanyl just a tiny bit can take someone out if they breathe it in by accident. It's super sketchy, and you're totally underestimating the risks the cops are dealing with too.
 
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Can touch this: training to correct police officer beliefs about overdose from incidental contact with fentanyl


Abstract
Misinformation about overdose risk from accidentally inhaling or touching fentanyl is widespread among police in the United States. This may aggravate already elevated burdens of officer stress and burnout, while chilling lifesaving overdose response. Police education has shown promise in reducing false beliefs about fentanyl. To better understand the potential of training interventions in correcting officer knowledge, we administered a 10-min online training with corrective messaging about occupational overdose risk from fentanyl contact to 204 police officers in Indiana. Overall, 129 officers (63%) completed baseline survey and 69 (34%) completed follow-up instrument. Using a 6-point Likert scale, we documented assent with the statement: “First responders who encounter fentanyl are at great risk of overdose by touching it or inhaling it.” At baseline, 79.8% expressed agreement, while 20.2% disagreed. At follow-up, 39.1% agreed, while 60.9% disagreed (p < .001). Baseline responses varied in that those officers without a college degree and those on patrol were more likely to report false beliefs. A brief online training intervention holds promise for correcting false beliefs about the risk of fentanyl overdose under circumstances commonly encountered by police.
 
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Can touch this: training to correct police officer beliefs about overdose from incidental contact with fentanyl

Abstract
Misinformation about overdose risk from accidentally inhaling or touching fentanyl is widespread among police in the United States. This may aggravate already elevated burdens of officer stress and burnout, while chilling lifesaving overdose response. Police education has shown promise in reducing false beliefs about fentanyl. To better understand the potential of training interventions in correcting officer knowledge, we administered a 10-min online training with corrective messaging about occupational overdose risk from fentanyl contact to 204 police officers in Indiana. Overall, 129 officers (63%) completed baseline survey and 69 (34%) completed follow-up instrument. Using a 6-point Likert scale, we documented assent with the statement: “First responders who encounter fentanyl are at great risk of overdose by touching it or inhaling it.” At baseline, 79.8% expressed agreement, while 20.2% disagreed. At follow-up, 39.1% agreed, while 60.9% disagreed (p < .001). Baseline responses varied in that those officers without a college degree and those on patrol were more likely to report false beliefs. A brief online training intervention holds promise for correcting false beliefs about the risk of fentanyl overdose under circumstances commonly encountered by police.
Interesting, that's some real intriguing info. So I was obviously wrong about that. I don't get why they're doing all this clown stuff with those chemical exposure suits then. What's their goal?
 
As a forum onlooker/participant, I think it's helpful to understand this isn't so much about the wild and unsubstantiated claims you've made throughout this thread, but rather a personal grievance you have with someone else on the forum. Have you considered reaching out to him directly in addition to publicly venting your anger from a six-year-old forum interaction? That seems like a long time to be stewing on internet drama, but it sounds like it really upset you.

From your post it sounds like you may prefer to harbor your anger rather than resolve things which is perfectly fine if that's what you want. I'm sorry to hear you've got so much anger inside of you. I've been there before. Finding productive ways to work through it has been helpful for me, but I understand that we all have to walk our own paths. I wish you well even as I question your approach to this thread.
I realise that i have indeed been harboring anger.

At this moment i feel like it's best to just bury the hatchet. Not burning or melting it but burying it, so i can dig it up again if that would ever be necessary.
 
With all the talk about who’s putting two and two together, and unfounded claims being made I can’t help but wonder why the original claim of white supremacy would have any standing?

It’s a pretty stupid fucking thing to go around openly accusing people of if it’s not really true…and that’s what this thread was about?

Why can’t you just apologize? What the fuck is wrong with people?
 
To borrow from glib-glub's earlier post, have you ever read what the police say about drug users? For example, have you seen when they bring out the bomb squad or hazardous materials team to disassemble the type of "dangerous" DMT lab most users of this forum are intimately acquainted with (and recognize to consist entirely of store bought, household chemicals)? Have you read when they bust five kilos of "DMT" with a street value of umptythousand dollars? None of the articles I read presented anything remotely corroborating the wild tales in your posts.

Your putting "two and two together" appears to be little more than you simply fabricating stories about someone you had an internet spat with six years ago. Multiple people, including moderators, have asked for evidence for your bombastic claims and instead you offer make believe story hour. Talk about a disappointment.

I expected you to have extraordinary evidence for your extraordinary claims, but I (apparently unlike you or the cops) can understand that what I expect doesn't substitute for evidence or dictate the reality of a situation.
He did say those things in the shitstorm threads. He regularly posted political pamphlets here, calling for violence.

And i was not the only moderator noticing all of this. Another moderator, endlessness, once said something along the lines of:"that's just the way he is, it's best not to respond to it because it'll only turn into a shitstorm". And also that he had been in fights like that with him as well.

Because the shitstorms where such an embarrassment to this place, the traveller deleted them all. But other people who've been around for a longer time have seen them as well.

Ask benzyme if i'm right, or endlessness. Two other respected moderators here. Benzyme agreed with me entirely on this guy.
 
With all the talk about who’s putting two and two together, and unfounded claims being made I can’t help but wonder why the original claim of white supremacy would have any standing?

It’s a pretty stupid fucking thing to go around openly accusing people of if it’s not really true…and that’s what this thread was about?

Why can’t you just apologize? What the fuck is wrong with people?
The NYT article mentions social media campaigns with false allegations, even with letters to employers with these claims. It's obviously his default M.O. And it also mentions the gleeful sadism of him and his spouse about all of this.
 
I gotta say this is all just unfortunate and sad to hear. I have been here since like 2008 and have a lot of good memories from here around that time involving a lot of these people. Maybe I’m jaded and it’s always been just an internet shit show but I hope not. Hopefully someday the past will just all be in the past.
 
The NYT article mentions social media campaigns with false allegations, even with letters to employers with these claims. It's obviously his default M.O. And it also mentions the gleeful sadism of him and his spouse about all of this.

Nowhere does the NYT article mention social media claims with false allegations. It doesn't talk about gleeful sadism either? I feel wary about suggesting that these are your projections, but it's literally not in the text you're pointing to.

It's not possible to have a productive discussion when so many of your claims don't match reality and the others simply can't be verified or fact checked because they're essentially hearsay (typeseen?) from other people or supposedly deleted threads (or made up based on your imagining how things might go, as you said earlier).

I don't know you or what you're going through, but this level of apparent nervous system activation around a six-year-old online interaction doesn't seem productive or beneficial from my vantage point. Your admitted willingness to make things up to serve your narrative makes it hard to believe your claims across the board. I don't know what you're looking for or need around this, but I hope you're able to find a way through it that's beneficial and offers positive resolution for you.

I'm no great Eckhart Tolle fan, but I did appreciate and find some of his writings helpful when I was younger. This particular excerpt comes to mind at the moment:


When two ducks get into a fight, it never lasts long – they soon separate and fly off in opposite directions. Each duck then flap its wings vigorously several times. This releases the surplus energy that built up in him during the fight. After they flap their wings, they fly on peacefully as if nothing had ever happened.

Now, if the duck had a human mind, this scene would go very differently. The duck may fly away peacefully, for a moment, but he would not put the fight behind him. He would keep the fight alive in his mind, by thinking and story-making.

The duck's story would probably go something like this: "I can't believe what he just did. He came within five inches of me. He has no consideration for my private space. He thinks he owns this pond. I'll never trust him again. I know he's already plotting something else to annoy me with. But I'm not going to stand for it. I'm going to teach him a lesson he will never forget."

And in this way the duck's mind spins its tale, still thinking and talking about it, days, months, or even years later. He may never see his adversary again, but that doesn't matter. The single incident has left its impression and now has a life of its own deep within the duck's mind.

As far as his body is concerned, the fight is still continuing, and the energy his body generates in response to the imaginary fight is emotion, which in turn generates more thinking. This becomes the emotional thinking of the ego. The emotions feed the story and the story feeds the emotions. Endlessly. Unless the duck chooses to recognize that the fight is over, unless he drops the story, he will suffer from the endless cycle of his mind's creation.

You can see how painful and troublesome the duck's life would become if he had a human mind. But this is how most of us live all the time. For the average person, no situation or event is ever really over and done with. The mind and the mind-made story keep it going. Unlike the duck, we are a species that has the power to remember, which is both wonderful and problematic.

Our duck has an important lesson to teach us and his message is this: Flap your wings, which means "let go of the story," and live your real life – here and now, in the present moment.
 
I get these idealistic thoughts of how it should be for everyone's more developed well thought out selves, then get disappointed when people turn out to be turds in some way, and feel personally responsible like I should have magically done something better for everyone, or that people put it on me to fix it and say I'm selfish if I can't or won't or give up on some people or decide I favoritize some over others in some ways. But this is the nature of my somewhat schizoaffective life events because of my way of wishing to assist which has improved but I still don't see ways to efficiently enough make #s like <9 billion harmonious so there aren't people who are into raising potencies just to be terrible or not care about people. However some will always opt to have to compartmentalize and raise their own kids from a home base they do not want everybody infiltrating. Makes sense right? 💸
 
Nowhere does the NYT article mention social media claims with false allegations. It doesn't talk about gleeful sadism either?
But it does. I even quoted the article in the opening post, remember. "members have become feared....."
It also mentions false claims. Both the claim of white supremacism and that of platforming predators are specifically mentioned in the article, linked to two specifically mentioned cases.

Two victims of his agression come forward in the article, with names and photographs. The article mentions "at least four dozen" victims. Most of wich don't want to be mentioned out of fear for retaliation.

And as for gleeful sadism: i would call sending letters with false allegations to peoples employers on top of smearcampaigns on social media,,wich the NYT article mentions, and then calling this a chance for learning and growth, wich the nyt article mentions as well, MOST DEFINATELY gleeful sadism.

I would like to hear you argue that it isn't, because the vast majority of the people here will agree with me that it is. Both that it is gleeful as well as that it is sadistic. Is there a way that you can explain how this is not gleeful sadism?
A plausible way?

I mean, you don't realy believe that they realy did all of this to over 48 people, because they actually wanted to offer an opportunity for learning and growth now, do you?

And the point of the article is not that the MDMA thingy failed. The point is psymposia and it's tactics, and at the core of it, a nexus moderator and his spouse. The point is their moral transgressions.
 
Some people want the government to control those who could be some sort of dangerous.
Some people are dangerous and need to be controlled by the larger government control for the sake of people's safety.
Some people get into the government to control wrong people rightly.
Some people get into government to control right people wrongly.
Much confusion and mistakes.
Much attempts to make less human error.
Much disagreement on what constitutes true dangerous rhetoric even by people who are less dangerous than the more dangerous people who will be so easily misguided.
Did you see the new law that says you cannot damage and humiliate and ruin the health and safety of women etc with AI generated pornographic content?
Etc.
Obviously in it for a better etc. 💸
 
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