Two days ago I smoked some dmt. My intentions going into the trip was to take a lighter dose. Needless to say I am a rookie when it comes to dmt but am very educated on vaporizing substances on tin foil. every video I’ve seen online people says you need to take three big hits to break through. So that’s what I’ve gone for each time. Before these bad trips ive been having I was getting the dmt from a friend. A dose at a time of whatever he would give me, but recently I extracted my own dmt and have been putting a lot of dmt on my foil and just taking three of the biggest hits I can take and I don’t have a scale so I just put enough to make sure there will be some left after those three hits. I also want to add that the dmt I was getting from a friend was yellow and the stuff I extracted was white. Anyways since my extraction I’ve been having these intense weird and scary trips. These entities are showing me things that are not pleasant and they are firing rapidly. They don’t want me there and this last time they made it very clear not to come back. Over the last few days I’ve just been thinking maybe I’ve been doing it wrong and probably taking way to much dmt. Like I said I’m new to this I am a rookie and I need help. My first few experiences where loving and the most amazing thing I’ve ever felt in my life and these last experiences have been hell. Mainly the last. I felt like I wanted to get rid of the dmt and never do it again. I know they told me not to come back and I just need some help on what I should do. Thanks guys
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Dmt noob feeling lost.. I need help
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Read through some of your other posts. To me it sounds par for the course more or less. Seems you've been doing it alot, so you might want to step back with things a bit and reevaluate, never too bad of a way to go imo.
Don't expect particular experiences based on you're hopes or what you'd like. It can crush you in those respects. Get used to receiving whatever may come, that's it.
Whats not pleasant about it? There's plenty of tough/trying times with this stuff so it's no surprise, but I'm just curious on what you mean by 'not pleasant'?
And as far as 'they dont want me there, etc', what makes you say this, or why do you think this is? Maybe this goes back to the frequency of your use then since you've been doing it pretty often?
The thing I'll end on saying is that this stuff deserves a good amount of respect. I know you're probably excited since it's early on for you, and you just want to dive in and all that good stuff. I get it totally. Just take some care when approaching this stuff.
Don't expect particular experiences based on you're hopes or what you'd like. It can crush you in those respects. Get used to receiving whatever may come, that's it.
Whats not pleasant about it? There's plenty of tough/trying times with this stuff so it's no surprise, but I'm just curious on what you mean by 'not pleasant'?
And as far as 'they dont want me there, etc', what makes you say this, or why do you think this is? Maybe this goes back to the frequency of your use then since you've been doing it pretty often?
The thing I'll end on saying is that this stuff deserves a good amount of respect. I know you're probably excited since it's early on for you, and you just want to dive in and all that good stuff. I get it totally. Just take some care when approaching this stuff.
^ ^ Word! What he said. Gotta respect the molecule.
Tatt it’s really hard to remember exactly what I saw but I basically I went straight into there little world. I would call it a dungeon but it wasn’t the type of dungeon you would normally think of. It was bright and they where there basically showing me things that Where scary to me. With random flashes in between of faces and other things. Nothing traditionally scary but undesirable in the dmt world if that makes any sense. They without a doubt where trying to scar me. They where basically walking around showing me these things and telling me not to come back. The whole time I just communicating with them OK I wont come back. This is the first time they have came out and said this to me and it was clear af. At the time I was scared as fuck. When the intense Visual stop I was just in dardness. I could hear the music I had on playing but it sounded like it was coming from another room. I kept moving my finger to make sure I was still in my body. I kept asking why is this happening and why don’t you want me back but they wouldn’t answer me. After asking a few times the thought of death crossed my mind like it was implanted and I opened my eyes to make sure I was in that room I was hearing the music from.
All these bad trips started after I drank and smoked dmt. I also think it’s because I’m taking to big of a dose. I’ve changed a lot over the last month in great ways! I meditate, I became vegetarian, I pray to god, I am more loving to my wife and kids and everyone I come into contact with. I pray now. the only other thing I can think of is that maybe dmt is evil and won’t let me in because I’m a good person. Or I’m evil and the dmt won’t let me in because I’m not worthy. I don’t want to believe either of those because I’ve seen the beauty of dmt but I’m just lost and need help from you guys.
All these bad trips started after I drank and smoked dmt. I also think it’s because I’m taking to big of a dose. I’ve changed a lot over the last month in great ways! I meditate, I became vegetarian, I pray to god, I am more loving to my wife and kids and everyone I come into contact with. I pray now. the only other thing I can think of is that maybe dmt is evil and won’t let me in because I’m a good person. Or I’m evil and the dmt won’t let me in because I’m not worthy. I don’t want to believe either of those because I’ve seen the beauty of dmt but I’m just lost and need help from you guys.
Crispycat
Rising Star
you already answered your own question!
this should tell you that you need to get some mg scales!
without them you are probably doing far more than needed and as anyone will tell you taking over 50mg will often get you hyperslapped or at least be uncomfortable!
id also advise researching a better method, tin foil is not a good efficient or healthy option for smoking anything, make yourself a machine or acquire a pipe/device
dont smoke any more until you have fixed these two issues and even then try and space it out, i find it takes a week at least to integrate after a breakthrough and if your not giving your mind the time it needs to make sense of everything its going to start screaming at you here and on the other side!
sooo when your friend was weighing out doses for you everything was fine?
this should tell you that you need to get some mg scales!
without them you are probably doing far more than needed and as anyone will tell you taking over 50mg will often get you hyperslapped or at least be uncomfortable!
id also advise researching a better method, tin foil is not a good efficient or healthy option for smoking anything, make yourself a machine or acquire a pipe/device
dont smoke any more until you have fixed these two issues and even then try and space it out, i find it takes a week at least to integrate after a breakthrough and if your not giving your mind the time it needs to make sense of everything its going to start screaming at you here and on the other side!
TexasTrichocereus
Stay humble don’t stumble
Sorry to hear that.
Keep meditating, get a pipe or something besides foil, and a mg scale. If you feel like dipping your toes in again someday try very small weighed out amounts. Don’t go for a total breakthrough. I find low doses combined with meditation to be absolutely revitalizing.
Keep meditating, get a pipe or something besides foil, and a mg scale. If you feel like dipping your toes in again someday try very small weighed out amounts. Don’t go for a total breakthrough. I find low doses combined with meditation to be absolutely revitalizing.