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Facing the disturbing truth about myself.

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that's why i love working with ayahuasca......she will bring up all the suppressed stuff the conscious wants to forget about.......yet by bringing it up it can be a road to healing the hurt and pain..
.it's not easy to digest such information but very necessary for one to break free from those invisible chains that bind them........
best wishes to all who have been abused and or molested in hopes all find healing and don't become abusers themselves ........
 
I'm happy that you had became who you are despite the hardship you had faced while you were a child.
It takes a strong and capable person to be able to not dwell on the unfortunate events and move onto the healing process.
Thank you for displaying the courage to share this with others.
I have found inspiration in this report and truly wish the best for you in future endeavors.

Edited: Minor Grammatical Errors.
 
Polytrip

Your journey and courage is an inspiration, thank you so much for sharing your experience. At times we just have to muster intense bravery and courage to endure a path of heart. I wish you safe journeys my friend on your path of self discovery and knowledge...


Much Peace and Sunshine
 
Good to know you are alright polytrip.

But how sure are you?
If your not sure (enough), then such beliefs might be obstacles that need not to be there.
 
Virola78 said:
But how sure are you?
If your not sure (enough), then such beliefs might be obstacles that need not to be there.
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I suppose, but if Polytrip or anyone else has a feeling that "something happened", not to mention external facts corroborating this feeling, it seems like something must have happened - since why else would you have these gut feelings to begin with? There seems to be an epidemic of child abuse/molestation in Western societies, so no surprise to me that this is reflected on this board, since a lot of folks here are devoted to using DMT/ayahuasca/other materials as medicines for 'healing' purposes.

Anyways, thank you for sharing, and best wishes Polytrip.
 
The past month has been...i don't have words for it. I've been smoking marihuana for the first time in more than three years, but i realy felt i needed it to calm my mind.
I have been a more negative and morose person than i usually am.

But at this moment i feel i'm rebouncing, picking-up my life again.

At this moment i'm seeing a psychologist every week and i feel it's better for now and the coming few weeks or month's not to use psychedelics and focus on getting all my systems up and running again and integrating all that has happened into my life in a positive way.

I'm fine but just still a bit off-balance.
I am aware that my contributions to this forum may have been a bit more of a negative kind than normally and i'm sorry about that, but i'm just having sort of an 'emotional hangover'.
 
Glad you are on the road to wellness again, Polytrip.

From reading this thread you added some cinnarizine to the mix-you are right that it is mainly used as an anti-nausea agent but its not an anti-cholinergic as the tropane goodies are.Its actually an antihistamine which is contra-indicated with MAOIs as this serves to boost its anti-muscarinic effects but the compound is still classed as an anti-histamine.Its puke-suppressing effects are central and seem to have an action directly on the vestibular apparatus and its central connections.
 
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