Fighting a Breakthrough

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Anymore, I find it simple - drop ALL notions, light the pipe, lay/recline back, smile.

Having no-mind or any specific thought or pattern of thoughts to cling to beforehand, allows the anticipatory/fear reaction to subside to nil, ime. Truly no-mind, blank slate; like a clear blue sky day without a single cloud and virtually no wind.

Expanding the avenues, embracing both sides of coin - the angelic/light filled realms all the way to the dark, slow moving, leeching, heavy coursing realms - all of the same fabric - in the last analysis. All part n' parcel of the ineffable.

Much of the dark/leeching/slow moving/uncomfortable layers of this experience are just as entheogenic and expansive and positive to me as the blissful. All is That. No fighting. Pull up a seat for the uglies, the outcast, the freaks, and give them room to breathe - expanding the horizonless horizon.

As has been said by a wise man - 'Dying into a deeper life'.

 

[Spiritofspice]

Just wondering how the OP is going after some time sitting with this experience.
Do you have anything else to share.

 

[alanthered]

The second time i took DMT, i was about to break through but i didn't feel emotionally read. I decided that I need to meditate before i take it next time and that next time I should take ayauska instead of the crystals

 

[beatenwarrior]

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[alpacamasca]

The part where you mentioned your reflection looking like a better version of yourself, really resonated with me. One experiance i found myself in, was looking at a version of myself.. it was when i was experimenting with different set and setting and somehow the DMT space was much more solid then it had ever been, almost as if it were the same room i were in but completely different (One way to discribe it is kind of like in that videogame, Silent Hill when you see the change of the dimentions before your eyes) it was same space but somewhere completely different, Void of our type of oxygen, but a heavy vacuum instead rarther like what you feel from the first or second hit from the pipe but i had already blasted off after the 3rd or 4th hit, So after all the classic lights decending and swirling fractal patterns, it all falls into a more solid space, So i then notice this man, he is me but more chistled, Bald and muscular and is glowing yellow yet he has all my same tattoos but they are more vibrant.. almost like his skin is a little translucent and he is in hyper HD. He's looking out of the window and walking around without noticing my awareness of him, at this point i don't know if i kept my eyes open or not because i had severed all connection with my current awareness of my body and mind, but it felt like the same space i was already in but smoother, everything was marbled beautifully, it felt as it i was just in the air, apart of it, observing... i was fixated on this person, i couldn't get over how much alike he was to me but so completely different. Eventually i managed to have a normal thought within my head and with it i tried to shout out to the entity, all i managed was some bizarre glossolalia and as soon as i vocalised, i felt as if he heard and everything dissolve with a whirring down noise, feeling like a balloon deflaiting, fizzing out almost as if i could only veiw the space without any awareness of my own self, to see myself and i was breaking some cosmic law. So i start to rub my eyes as if i'd just woken up, still not sure if they were ever closed or not.. and bask in this beautiful golden sunlight that the experiance left in the room for a few minutes, just silently smiling in complete adoration.

 

[beatenwarrior]

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[Drfeelgood]

Every breakthrough i've ever had i've just been whisked away. I didn't have a body so walking around was out of the question. I couldn't even move my arms, didn't know if i was breathing, didn't think about it, couldn't think about it . . idk bro.