first time last night :))))

[duffy666]

hi everyone
yesterday me and girlfriend used dmt for the first time.
i dont feel like i broke through but was still a powerfull experiance..
please bare with me because some of this is difficult to explain in words..

so i got the dmt and loaded it into a bottle bong , like i used to smoke weed on as a kid..
i used about 25-30 mg of dmt ( was a yellow crystaline powder)
the bottle filled with a thick white smoke didnt taste too bad and got three deep hits from it..

within about ten seconds the room began to vibrate and blur and i sat back and closed my eyes.
inside my eyelids i could see lines like diamonds very faint in all direction i opened my eyes and these lines were eveywhere going trough the walls and travelling outwards.
i closed my eyes and felta rush of what i can only describe as pure bliss and my face lit up with a uncontrolled smile.
my body felt like i was pinned to the sofa. immediatly felt like elecyricity was
running through me but instead of pain intense pleasure.
only way i could explain it is a massive powerful explosive orgasm but not sexual just pure physical pleasure..

as this sensation began to fade it felt like i w as falling through myself...
similar to the feeling of g force as i drive over a hill or on a rollercoaster
all around me was like crystals/diamonds hoing through everything..

i felt surrounded by people dancing and it was like i was in a carneval
or party and everyone wanted to dance with me...

i felt safe and warm and protected and loved..
i felt like i was being watched but nothing bad just like these party people were very close and wanted me to come abd dance with them...

this all lasted about 5 minutes before i opened my eyes and everything was like bubble wrap layers of diamonds fading through everything ...
after around ten minutes the room was back to normal and i could talk and move as normal but felt a very euphoric warm lovey feeling... not chemically or giddy just really safe.

at this point
i loaded up for my girlfriend.
and sat back to watch as she went under...
she held two big drawers of smoke for about ten seconds and i finished off the rest
which brought back the lines and diamonds but no deeper effects..

within seconds she sat back and a warm smile develloped.
she squeezed my hand tightly for a moment before seeming to relax..

she stayed frozen with eyes tightly closed and a big cheshire cat grin for around 5 minutes.
she was mumbling incoherently so i squeezed her hand and said her name and brought her round.

my girlfriend
had the same diamond effects but a lot more and a lot more colour...
as she came up she went deep into a trance/dream
and reality split apart..
a japanese dragon/serpent appeared and flew up to her face to face, she said it felt warm and welcoming almost playful..
she said its body seemed to be flowing in all directions
and it seemed to ask her
'are u ready for this?' before fling into the distance and forming a tunnel with other similar dragons.
and leading her into this tunnel at lightening speed.
she was flying through a tunnel made from dragons made from diamonds and geometric shapes.
she felt she was being taken somewhere...
in her dream she could hear banging back in our world she says she thought someone was trying to get into our house...
and then she came round to me saying her name...

we sat down for about an hour smoked a joint and had a beer/wine
before going again..

the second time i stayed awake sat up with my eyes open. the geometric patterns and shapes flowed through me and the walls began to move the whole room twisted and destorted
i sat back and melted away into a dream
and when i came round all i could remember was id felt like was being watched but sensed an unkind or cruel presence like a child stamping on ants
and i forced myself back to reality because i felt uncomfortable...

my girlfriends second experience was slightly different.
she went under deep and just lay there smiling for ten minutes..
when she came to i asked her what happened
and she just broke down crying...
she cried like a baby for an hour absolutely heart broken
emotion pouring out of her..
i was shocked and it took me a long time of just holding her and soothing her before she told me shed relived a horrible memory fr her past and was overwhelmed....


so yeah the whole experience was very powerful and emotional and i cant wait to go again..


does anybody else relate or have similar stories??
thanks a lot

 

[Poads]

Sounds like you had a really good experience! I'm glad that it went well for the most part. Sorry your girlfriend's second try didn't go too well. Perhaps the second tries for you guys didn't go as well because you were also drinking. I find that it is best to smoke DMT while not under the influence of alcohol. It can make the trip darker. However, others say that alcohol helps remove inhibitions. Whatever works I guess.

If you want a better shot at breaking through, I suggest raising your dosage. It might not even be stretch to use twice as much DMT as you did the first time (though I would suggest gradually building up to that point at your own comfort). Another way might be to combine the DMT with an MAOI.

 

[poonja]

If your girlfriend was about to process unresolved matters in an ultimately positive way, then she received a wonderful gift.

 

[WoBBleplexiA]

Sounds like a great first experience! If it's been awhile since I blasted I sometimes I meditate or take a couple of shots to relieve any tension. No matter how many times I have went into hyperspace there is always that nervous sense before hand. For some people drinking can make it a little more dark like Poads said. You were pretty close to breaking through it sounds like. A little increase in dosage will do the trick; just don't ever fight it. Let "it" take you. :d Safe and Happy travels to you and your GF for future liftoffs!

 

[duffy666]

Thanks guys.. Yeah feel like I was right on the edge... Might up the dose slightly next time

 

[Jot]

What a beautiful experience man

 

[Jot]

Oops!

 

[rach33]

If your girlfriend was about to process unresolved matters in an ultimately positive way, then she received a wonderful gift.

Hi I am the girlfriend yes I agree. I think repressed bad experiences are very harmful. My first experience has been positive overall though. The first try was very symbolic I think. The first thing that happened was a serpent like creature came to my right hand side near my face and didn't speak but I knew what he/she was saying to me. They were asking if I wanted to come in and was I sure I was ready. At that point I could hear loud knocking on the Windows and front door. At this point I was still slightly aware of my boyfriend being in the room and could feel him squeezing my hand every now and then. As the knocking continued and the serpent was hovering, as if waiting for an answer..My body gave in and I said yes I am ready. With that the serpent smiled and moved back a little as if to say 'ok then come this way' ..then a wavy brightly coloured tunnel emerged lined with serpents heads..lots of Orange and purple and yellow diamond shapes were lining the walls which were constantly billowing in and out. The tunnel was surrounded by a vast black space ..like deep open space. There was a black hole at the end of this tunnel, and all the while the first serpent, the one I communicated with was by my side. As I approached the end of the swirling tunnel, I began to become aware of my senses and physical body again and could hear my boyfriend saying my name. As I opened my eyes the air looked as if it was made of glass..in diamond shapes particles and when I moved my hands through it it shattered / cracked as if I was breaking through glass.

I think the serpent was a guide who was taking me somewhere to see something of some significance.

 

[Jot]

Wow, that must have been beautiful

 

[Tyler_Trismegistus]

Awesome guys! I'm glad that you both share a love for the molecule my girlfriend and I also do it together regularly and our relationship has definitely benefited from it. Your first experience about the party of beings was a lot like mine.... it was almost like a welcoming party that set up a long beautiful relationship you should look into doing Changa together.... the experience lasts much longer and you can keep it going for hours by taking more hits. You can also slowly build up to a breakthrough dose

 

[rach33]

Thanks everyone. I'm really enjoying reading about all of your experiences!

My boyfriend googled the serpent I saw..and I think, judging from the images he found, it was the cosmic serpent..which I have read is fairly common. I felt completely at ease with this creature and safe from harm and welcome and protected. But I do think I may have been on my way somewhere a little more uncomfortable..with the serpent accompanying me...As my second go was very emotional with me revisiting a bad time in my life. However this is not a bad thing and I'm all for developing this further and seeing what unravels and what else I might discover

There seemed to be a common theme of colourful diamond shapes throughout both times also ..