Fidelsbeard
The Life You Ordered has Arrived
My life changed when my first daughter was born...I lived only for myself and though I'd done enough ecstasy and acid nothing opened my mind or heart. She was born by emergency caesarian and after hours of scary labour my partner was completely out and I was handed my daughter and I had love and a purpose. After 14 years as a stay at home dad to two daughters I returned to work...three years later and I am separated as my ex has moved out and am soon to start a new job. I would like to grow my own weed, I prefer lighter indica strains with a cbd balance and Indian hashish...my older daughter likes to smoke too. I began thinking about tripping again...I grew up near magic mushrooms and now have some in the freezer...I have been interested in DMT for a long time and started some internet research which brought me to the Nexus and here I have lurked absorbing some information and appreciating all the variety of experiences and viewpoints there are here, so positive and helpful. I acquired some MHRB and following Cyb's Hybrid A/B tek from 50g bark I made about a gram of golden spice and made enhanced leaf from passionflower...I still have a lot of family commitments so its often hard to find time but in bed at night I like to build on low doses before sleep...I feel like a whole new world has opened up and though I hav'nt had a "breakthrough", I have been on wonderful journeys and wake up fresh and go to work with a spring in my step the mornings after I have had DMT. I am thinking of a course of micro-dosing psilocybin with the mushrooms I have so any suggestions on preparation would be gratefully received. Happy to be here..J