I can only really describe the hellish part as Terences 'meat locker'. It was i suppose a kind of infinitely interlocked living torture chamber or nightmare on steroids. I tried to just observe but it was very unpleasant. After a while of trying to get out of this situation I realised I would have to change my setting.
In the spare room the sun was rising and it filled me with this amazing energy that began in my chest and spread to engulf my whole body, whatever happened next, it just felt like all my emotions were turned on at once and I cried on and off for the next few hours. I also felt clean after all that vileness, and the feeling persists now still. I was getting into a bit of a self destructive mental rut, which isn't there any more.
An ego death of sorts maybe? I'm still not sure how to label this one.
It seems to me that harmalas and AL-LAD have the potential to be extremely powerful, but I won't vouch for its safety due to having only taken a few hits of changa. Higher doses or oral may be a different beast altogether.
In the spare room the sun was rising and it filled me with this amazing energy that began in my chest and spread to engulf my whole body, whatever happened next, it just felt like all my emotions were turned on at once and I cried on and off for the next few hours. I also felt clean after all that vileness, and the feeling persists now still. I was getting into a bit of a self destructive mental rut, which isn't there any more.
An ego death of sorts maybe? I'm still not sure how to label this one.
It seems to me that harmalas and AL-LAD have the potential to be extremely powerful, but I won't vouch for its safety due to having only taken a few hits of changa. Higher doses or oral may be a different beast altogether.