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Have you lost interest about smoke DMT???

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Pancho

Pancho

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thats the question...
When I begin It was really important to me and I smoke a lot xploring ...
But sudenly I lost interest. I have not smoked since about a year, about 5gram oxidizing, a lot of free time and interest on learning about spirit... but I dont want to smoke, im not afraid, but ... I dont know....
Is there someone like me??
 
Well i havent left it a year infact i smoked 2 pipes with mates last wekend

i still extract it and smoke it regualry but i havent been on nexus in like 2 weeks (shame on me) and i tent to get fixated on certain drugs, this is usally just a thase (into gbl @ the mo) i'm not obseesed with dmt lke i was before but i still beleive ill be doing for a quite a while, i treat it same respeckt that i do mdma :d
 
I think that's the difference between having a purpose for it and just experiencing it as a novelty.

I've learned enough from the stuff to know that if I can, I shall keep using it until I can use it no more. No other substance has been more beneficial in my growth as a human.

It would be like if I woke up in the morning and vowed never to read a book again.
 
I smoke maybe once a month. Definitely never lose interest that way. Makes me appreciate it that much more, plus conserving on the spice also.
 
soulfood said:
I think that's the difference between having a purpose for it and just experiencing it as a novelty.

I've learned enough from the stuff to know that if I can, I shall keep using it until I can use it no more. No other substance has been more beneficial in my growth as a human.

It would be like if I woke up in the morning and vowed never to read a book again.
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Very well put Soulfood:d I believe the people that stick with it long enough and learn to integrate each lesson and see past the novelty , partake only when ready. Sometimes thats weekly or monthly or longer.

Aetherbound
 
dmt is so personal that its hard to ever compare your feelings with another. to answer your question yes, i have lost interest in dmt before but not because hyperspace became mundane but because i just kept going to the same place seeing the same thing over and over. every time i would think "shit! this keeps happening you need to remember this dummy!" but i wouldn't. then finally i went there enough times to bring the memory back and feel there was no point in returning.

when its time to take a break or possibly walk away honor that. theres no shame in thinking you have completed your work for now. i havent smoked a breakthrough dose of dmt in close a year. sometimes i feel like im missing out or that i am not growing as a person but thats hogwash. being a tripper, psychonaught, explorer, ext isnt about how much or how often you use these things, its a way of thinking. a specific way of processing thoughts and feelings. there are many highly respected people here that havent tripped in years.

just stay away from blanket statements to yourself and others. no need to think, "im done forever" or "ill never do dmt again". just approach it as what it is. that currently you are not using dmt. that may change, that may not but it doesn't really matter in the big picture. what matters is you being true to your feelings. :d
 
Personally I have not done DMT for soon two years, and I have not had a psychedelic trip in a year. For me it's not really about losing interest, it's just about being in a period of life where my attention is focused elsewhere. But the magnificence of the DMT experiences stays nevertheless within, and is not forgotten. That's why I am here, discussing these things and reading whats up with other people related to it. And then, some day some time I am sure I'll find myself being wrapped up in a transmission and boomed into hyperspace again - visiting this place once more and perhaps say hello to some cool friends I made last time :)
 
I wouldnt say i lost interest in dmt but my thirst for it declined significantly for about 6 months. in that period i only smoked about 3 doses of 15mg or less. It wasnt that i was scared of a breakthrough, but it just didnt feel right to have one. in my case im pretty sure it was something to do with the way i was accepting parts of my life, i wasnt listening to something. my dmt experiences were trying to give me information for a solution by providing direction and showing me the desired result but i couldnt grasp the method and in that period it was like i was stopping myself from going forward until id figured out what it was about the way i processed my ideas which was holding me back. I was having problems with almost everything in my life at the time and i only realized how to change it on a sub-breakthrough dose that i took with the intention of introspection. it took a while for me to figure it out but i realized that the biased part of my personality (joker entity within my subconscious) was causing me to be constantly re-acting to things rather than just acting on things. it was a turning point where i realized id become (on the inside atleast) the animal that i was hunting (if you get my gist). This may or may not help you realize why you have lost interest, but it sure helped me summarize thoughts for myself :) Thanks for the question
 
I haven't smoked DMT in about six months, and it was probobly six months before that since my previous launch. For my first two years of experimenting with DMT I would smoke once every two to six weeks very consistantly. However, after becoming more familiar with Oral DMT and aya I have been less inclined to smoke.
I think smoking is amazing, my favorite was 30mg sublingual harmalas and 50mg DMT. Certainly some of the most mind bending and profound feelings of my life have occured in the DMT trance.
However, since I partake on an occasional basis, I find that the longer more reflective oral experience suits me better and gives me more time to understand the lessons and feel the experience. I like to prepare mentally and physically for my journeys, and reflect on each experience for quite a while. The longer duration allows much food for thought, and I have found that it leaves me with plenty to correct in myself before I go back for more.
I think that losing interest in smoking is no big deal. Even smoking once opens your mind so much, you could spend a life time trying to understand it. Even if you never smoked again, your conciousness and perception of reality has been expanded by a million.

Keep Exploring,
Once
 
I quit for nearly 7 years. I just came back about a year ago. I came for the community and I enjoyed the discussions but eventually I came back to the spice.
 
I think with spice a common response is for one (who likes it, as not everyone does) to partake initially with great regularity, and then less and less over time. This has certainly been my experience. I would characterize it, however, as something decidely other than "losing interest".

I've seen my limits and smashed right through them any number of times. I've tasted more fear in hyperspace than anywhere else in my life, and experienced a true divinity that I'd never before dreamed possible. Hyperspace is with me always, tattooed on my brain forever - but it's possible that my active use of it may have run its course. I try not to make declaritive statements, as I've said this before many times. So far, at least, I always return. There's just soooooooooooooooooo much unexplored territory.

DMT blew me the fuck apart in ways I can never articulate. If I never touch it ever again, that won't be any less true.
 
i ust xtract for the love of science now really. and to give away. move onto a related chem.

5-ho-dmt is AMAZING. i havent even xtracted it yet(no fumaric acid) but ive smoked 2 very small doses of freebased shelled and toasted celibi seeds. fucking awesome. i have ust been taking a hit or two.
 
THANKS TO ALL FOR THE INTEREST ON THE SUBJECT.
I enjoyed reading the replies. Almost all of you went too deeply...
Im happy to know that there is some people in the comunity who thinks like me
or have felt the same once in the past.

DMT changed me forever.
I have seen these place, these dimention...
And then I have felt this "I dont belong here, I know another place"
I have seen another intelligent lifeforms
I have seen the white light
I have felt the pure love trough all my body and soul
i have seen my soul in someway...
I have understood God: the pure light and love...
The sence of God, something that make us humans.
And all of this because of DMT. I can only THANKS.


Maybe DMT show me enought in that period I discovered DMT (and I used a lot) and Maybe I finally learned something, I grown.
Well, here I am still exploring, without DMT, but exploring.... Actually writing It made me wonder... I think Im going to smoke.

PEACE AND LOVE AND GOOD HAPPENING STUFF FOR ALL OF YOU
 
swim thinks ayahuasca might be the future pond he floats in, dmt has been feeling too euphoric as of late, swim doesn't want euphoria. swim wants insight!
 
Pancho said:
thats the question...
When I begin It was really important to me and I smoke a lot xploring ...
But sudenly I lost interest. I have not smoked since about a year, about 5gram oxidizing, a lot of free time and interest on learning about spirit... but I dont want to smoke, im not afraid, but ... I dont know....
Is there someone like me??
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Yes. My smoking spirit molecule was quite infrequent anyway, sometimes every 6 months, sometimes breaking from this and every month or so.

About four months ago I had an incredible series of experiences, about enlightenment.

It was the first experiences i've ever seen which spanned the same place - over multiple smoking sessions. I would come out of the DMT experience, and be back in the room, only to smoke again, sometimes a week later, and return to the exact same place, to continue this state of being.

All of this has left me confused, wondering. At peace, most definately, the strongest sense of inner peace i've ever had, and I am filled with the realisation of the power of peace ... samsara... buddah... oneness... source of all energy.... it's honestly left me with more questions than it has answers. The most bizzare thing happened in my outer world too. I ended up home. at my parents home I mean, my childhood home, living there. I am literally back at the start.

What do I do now? can anything compare to that one moment? I understand, that moment is now, but, I do not feel joyous, what should i do??

If I am a part of the oneness that is all, and we are all currently in that state of being, because there is no other, how come I have no super-powers when I am here? Am I truly the creator, or the experiencer? Are people who say "well, that's not my god." just misinformed, or is the nature of god to be confused about it's own beingness?? God chooses to know god experientially?

Now that I've been in that infinite state, have I changed something? Must I return to certain LSD experiences I had, such like, witnessing the universe balancing on a knife-edge? if this state is so truely infinite, is there any reason to re-live the exact experience over and over, is samsara like that?? or were these LSD experiences, manifestations of my thoughts at the time, as buddah holds for *ALL* THINGS. (I beleive this is only true when you are witnessing, perceiving, reality as a single moment.)

Is that clear-light place, that state of beingness, atainable multiple times in one's lifetime, as some yogi's claim? Or does it only happen once? was it a once-in-a-lifetime experience?
It blew my fucking mind. For months afterward. I am still asking questions. Self questions self questions self. This part is eternal, I understand that. but, if anyone can answer a few of these questions that'd be great.

Sure, if re-living samsara over and over is joyous, then it should be fine, but we all know that there is suffering in the world too; I have cried tears for not being able to not be. But then I said recently: you'd never want to NOT be, because it is joy on the OUT vibration AND on the IN vibration. Maybe it was just a crazy state of half-insanity induced by LSD. Love has no other side, it is just love love love.

Is the buddha state truely infinite, and everlasting, as in, existing as a shiny beacon of pulsating vibration,... or is it more like a continual rebirth kind of existence. Is existing a problem in some situations? am I afraid for NO reason? am I even afraid?? did I *choose* to come back to my present life, as I think I did?

Does it make any difference? did I just create that experience for myself and then experience it, as per usual???
Or was this really the inside of all the thoughts and prayers of the inner beings of a million billion beings. Becoming one with the cosmos, witnessing the universe as wrapped around in an infinite place, where all sides meet in a single point of consciousness, self-awareness.... me, my awareness, my consiousness. What do I do now? what do I want to do now? where else can I find joy? what can I imagine it in?
 
Pancho said:
thats the question...
When I begin It was really important to me and I smoke a lot xploring ...
But sudenly I lost interest. I have not smoked since about a year, about 5gram oxidizing, a lot of free time and interest on learning about spirit... but I dont want to smoke, im not afraid, but ... I dont know....
Is there someone like me??
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There is no need for a person to smoke dmt, period (imo). If life is providing a person want they want as they are each day then that is to me the one of the greatest gifts of all, because that is all down to the individual. To me if a person was to say that to me, i would say what they have there more special than any drug experience or what ever a person may class it. It would also sounds like life and living is that persons drug, one can learn just as much about spirit, life, themselves, or what ever else you want to learn with out the need of anything, i would think that aslong as a person is open minded (sorry for cliche) they will learn exactly what they want to learn. These things mind altering substances add a cherry to the top of the ice cream of living. Tho as we know some people in the world are alergic to cherries or do not like cherries and therefore should aviod them.

Strong spirits and much love
 
L_Starr said:
Pancho said:
thats the question...
When I begin It was really important to me and I smoke a lot xploring ...
But sudenly I lost interest. I have not smoked since about a year, about 5gram oxidizing, a lot of free time and interest on learning about spirit... but I dont want to smoke, im not afraid, but ... I dont know....
Is there someone like me??
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There is no need for a person to smoke dmt, period (imo). If life is providing a person want they want as they are each day then that is to me the one of the greatest gifts of all, because that is all down to the individual. To me if a person was to say that to me, i would say what they have there more special than any drug experience or what ever a person may class it. It would also sounds like life and living is that persons drug, one can learn just as much about spirit, life, themselves, or what ever else you want to learn with out the need of anything, i would think that aslong as a person is open minded (sorry for cliche) they will learn exactly what they want to learn. These things mind altering substances add a cherry to the top of the ice cream of living. Tho as we know some people in the world are alergic to cherries or do not like cherries and therefore should aviod them.

Strong spirits and much love
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and some fools forsake the ice cream for the cherry!
 
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