gibran2 said:
My experience with salvia has always been very good. I’ve never had a really difficult experience. My only “complaint” about salvia is that it seems very cryptic. If there are messages of personal value embedded in salvia experiences, I still haven’t figured out what they are.
So true... and I wholly agree, that there is a very potent message being given by the spirit of this plant. It is most understandable while caught helplessly WITHIN the explosive rush of the
Salvinorin Universe, yet, becomes almost immediately elusive when we return to our "normal" human ego-self, existing in the collective material world. Reality as we have been trained to perceive it... is not the same experience, now is it? :shock:
I cannot say exactly why... but I ALWAYS try to decode said encryption, regardless of the impossibility of this translation (for lack of a better word). I have theorized that such knowledge is not only useless on this side of the looking glass, but inapplicable, given the dynamic of existence, here in the earthly parameters of the humanoid paradigm.
This, however, does not stop me from trying to remember and reignite the same mysterious knowledge and level of awareness encountered within the pulsing fractal patterns (and oh-so wavy light beams & sonic undulations). the endlessly looping energy surges of vibrational force, perceived as one losses oneself within of the rolling current of
The Salvinorin Seas.
My own problem with said "translation", lies in the fact that my rational mind is not the tool to reintegrate such profound states of dissociation and also, illumination. There already exists a degree of
remembrance but it is not encoded in the cerebral cortex nor the logical mechanism of it's design. It seems to my subjectivity, that this encoding digs deeper in the brain's experiential files.
It appears to lock onto the instinctual capacity of the human faculty, wherever that exists (I'm not schooled in this area of expertise). It exists in an almost primitive level of awareness, yet, implies a futuristic sensation, despite being utterly timeless. I have never felt that lineage progression has meaning within this state of mind. Doesn't it seem to loop and/or fold itself endlessly into some sort of timeless continuum, whereby
past-present-future are one phenomenon?
I can FEEL the impressions left from this immersion within the
Salvia Universe and I am currently attempting to decode much of the message, by consciously targeting the region of my awareness which exists on the borders and boundaries of separation, of the conscious and unconscious. The highly lucid state betwixt the folds of perceived reality and the unknown/unknowable.
Any progress with this process, by necessity, will be difficult if not impossible to relay cohesively. It's certainly a valuable practice and I am confident that despite the degree of difficulty, there ARE ways to unify the spheres and cull the messages and lessons this powerful Spirit Teacher has to impart.
Does any of that make sense, whatsoever?