Hello everyone

[jyllando]

And I have never been on any medication more then the selfmedication of cannabis and amfetamin.

Tho being completly sober for 60+ days.

 

[jyllando]

Thing is im a gymrat with amfetamin ruins everything in that way of life, the training gets boosted because you can push mush more but the recovery, sleep and eating is totally ruined. My ego helps me in some sense.

 

[Transform]

I just want to know what keeps me alive why am I so important that I dident drown when I was a kid, or break my skull when I have done a frontflip not one but 2 times, or why a sick revange plan falls to shatters because a autistisk drugaddict factoryresets a drugdealers phone.

I've had a whole load of brushes with death and near catastrophe too, in fact the whole story of life on earth follows that same model. We're all special and unique, just like everyone else, and life has conspired for us to be here in this moment and do whatever we do because that's how it seems to work. Funny old thing, life

 

[Transform]

Amphetamine will slowly wreck you. I haven't touched the stuff since year 2000 because of the way it left me feeling as though I'd been dropped onto concrete from a great height after coming down. Helped me get a university degree tho (even if the comedown was because of partying, years later)

And it's really important to avoid combining it with harmala, which is one key part of why I was asking.

 

[jyllando]

I've had a whole load of brushes with death and near catastrophe too, in fact the whole story of life on earth follows that same model. We're all special and unique, just like everyone else, and life has conspired for us to be here in this moment and do whatever we do because that's how it seems to work. Funny old thing, life

The only thing to do is to have a great laught, and enjoy this play.