xss27 said:I'm sure the person who recommended it to you meant well but people really should not be prescribing psychedelics, let alone DMT, for mental maladies. That just does not strike me as responsible advice or guidance.
You haven't said what has caused your depression but I don't believe medication of any variety is necessary - sometimes life shits on us, or beats us down over a period of time until we are no longer able to hold ourselves up. Time, self-love, love from others, determination and introspective thinking can accomplish what no medicines can.
Personally, I don't believe it was the spirit of DMT that spoke to you. It could possibly be entity related, but I think it's much more likely it was a part of your own mind acting in self-defense/preservation - the body and mind are highly intelligent in that respect.
If you haven't got your head on straight so to speak then why seek to blow it apart with DMT? Can you see the rationalization of wanting to use DMT to solve some issue whilst avoiding facing waking reality sober? Taking DMT is easy. Facing the world head on is the real challenge; changing your being through action/life is hard but the only real route to success.
You are right about facing the world head on; facing life on life's terms, as it were; on the other hand, to take drugs for medicinal purposes... that is partly what they are for, apart from exploration and enjoyment... that's what psychedelics do, isn't it, they facilitate a shift in habitual thinking patterns, and what clinical research there is, suggests that they can be very helpful in alleviating what they call Treatment-Resistant-Depression (TRD); I see no wrong in seeing solutions in unconventional ways. But thank you; once again, I am grateful for the time and thought you have put into formulating your response. I am gradually getting more insight into my experience, and enjoy and respect the culture of this forum.