Slow down. Breathe. Stop!
Okay, take a deep breath. And exhale . . . .
Welcome to the DMT-Nexus lsdfan99. I am the resident "old lady nag" and I wanna talk with you in chat soon. I am a DMT chat addict. Please join me in chat so we can talk.
Having said that, please, please, please, take your time. There is no need to rush this. I know you feel like you have this one restricted source of this molecule but as Dr. Shulgin says in TIHKAL, "DMT is Everywhere," and this site has recipes (teks) that show you how to safely extract your own DMT from the plant teachers that offer this molecule to us.
I'm gonna go out on a limb and presume you are not 80 years old or something. Thus, it is safe for me to say - You have a lot of time. Take your time. Do your research.
DMT is a BIG DEAL. Read the warning in the Health and Safety section -
DMT-Nexus Wiki:Health and Safety - DMT-Nexus Wiki
That warning is no joke. I wish folks would read it and meditate upon it deeply multiple times before taking that first hit. DMT is MORE than the hype. The reason it is beyond description is because it feels so spiritual and hyperspatial. It can separate you from your body, make you think without a doubt that you have OD'd and died. It stimulates a fear response. Letting go, surrender and preparation with intentionality are paramount BEFORE taking that first hit or sip in my humble opinion.
A good, stiff dose of DMT (50 mgs, NOT 500 mgs) in many users induces a complete launch/dissociation from the body - users launch and trip out of body. This is an utterly convincing (MORE real than real)and immersive, inescapable (better let go and fully surrender, you have NO control once you choose to consume the dose)3D (or 4D or more . . .) experience. People come back shaken. They didn't realize that their perceptions were so fragile. They thought they understood what was real. DMT can exacerbate mental illness. It will not create it in a healthy mind, but if that mind is going to go down that path, DMT is an excellent accelerator.
My DMT use taught me to be more open minded while simultaneously being more skeptical than ever before in all areas of my life.
Having said THAT, I want to very strongly urge you with my "old lady" voice to skip that next eighth of pot or 10-strip of 'cid and buy a mg scale. YOu can get a mg scale from Amazon or eBay for under $40.
One gram is 1,000 milligrams.
10 milligrams smoked or vaporized should give you a DMT handshake
50 milligrams smoked or vaporized should approach or produce profound or so-called "Breakthrough" effects.
If you are not careful and respectful, it is all too easy to have a Terror Trip with DMT. Trust/Believe me. Please. I know.
Having said
THAT, I want to stress that eyeballing doses is NOT a good tactic for a new DMT user. Many of us old farts, experienced heads and burnouts just load our Glass Vaporgenie (GVG) and take hits. Works for us. For new users, ALWAYS WEIGH YOUR DOSE.
ALWAYS.
If I waited 23 years (and I DID) to try DMT, you can wait a few days/weeks/months to do the research and get the scale and ensure proper set and setting, etc. such that when you do this you do it right. Doing it right means being as prepared as possible - mentally, physically, health wise, paraphenelia/kit wise and technique wise.
This is gonna be a "trip" like no other. If you were gonna take a trip to the Amazon what would you do? You would research and prepare if you're smart. You would do things in advance not to offend the natives of the place you are going to visit, if you were smart.
You should prepare for DMT in a similar way, by making your body and mind ready, then taking a pre-measured dose for that first taste.
This is just one woman's opinion. Hope to see you in chat.
Welcome to the Nexus!