There is no more desire for intoxication of any sort anymore. Even though I considered my use of marijuana "therapeutic" and/or "medicinal" (this is not to say that it isn't for other people), I still greatly enjoyed getting as high as possible, for the sake of recreation. In retrospect, I realize that this is idiotic. There's so much more to life. There are no more delusions about marijuana's anxiolytic effects on me - it was all just a giant cycle of madness. I'm stressed, I smoke, I come down and get stressed again, I smoke, etc., etc. It was never a solution...more of a band-aid.
TheAwakening said:Congratulations on beating your addiction. I too was a chronic marijuana user but beat the habit after a strange experience with mushrooms. I know of a few people this has happened with. I have a question for you if I may, did you have really intense dreams a few nights after you stopped? When I stopped I had absolutely crazy dreams for like a week and was wondering how common this is.
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Dr John said:there is a recently produced TED talk with author researcher graham hancock, he said he stopped smoking weed after a ayahausca session; for reasons stated eerily like the comments in this thread. I know where you guys are coming from.