I apologize... I just don't seem to have the ability to be succinct! What can I say I love these sorts of conversations gang!
However, It's worth noting that I started from the "I have free will" stance. Overtime my views have changed for a few reasons.
1) psychedleic experience has allowed me to see a vast unifying experience, but only when my ego is not present. In all my experiences I have only really experienced this 2 times. Both times were with active meditation.
2) meditation has shown me that a) I am not the controller of the thoughts that arise, though I absolutely still appear to have volition..or the ability to direct my mind. So say in meditation I can direct my will to observe sensations in my body... and for a time this works, but then like clockwork my focus will briefly fade and my mind will be wandering off into were ever mind wanders off.. Now here is the interesting thing. This mind wandering is obviously conditioned by the world around me. As are day dreams, as is the majority of our dream content.
But what about this volitional part that I seem to have full control over? If there is any chance of true free will I feel it has to come from this part. So at first glance it appears that volition is totally under my control. But as a long term meditator (20+ years now) I can only hold a single minded focus for at best say 10 minutes (I'm being generous with my abilities :d ). What does this say about my freedom? Well it could very well say that I have access to free will that is completely undeveloped... and for sure I have gained more control over my mind in my years meditation.. but 20+ years and I can barely eek at a sustained 10 minutes of single minded focus at a time?
So diving deeper into this volitional aspect... is it conditioned? Well yes it is. I only heard about something like mindfulness meditation from the world around me. So looking at the interconnected web of cause-effect I have to realize that even the things I'm applying my volition to are conditioned by the world around me. I only know how to meditate because I read about it in a books and watched talks.. If I had never seen the books or talks would I sit to meditate? Would I have gained insight into the nature of my mind without the greater whole? The obvious answer is no.
So coming full circle.. and this comes back to a challenge laid down by Buddha 2600 years or so ago. His challenge, and one I have taken quite serious is simply: What is the nature of this self we speak of? By self he is referring to an unconditioned part of you. A free controller if you will..
I simply can not find one. When deeply examined at any level I have to admit my entire life, including my consciouses/unconscious activity is completely and utterly conditioned by the universe at a large. In a VERY real sense there is no me. And at first glance this is a radically scary point of view. I mean obviously there is a me typing this.. but why is this body typing this? Think about the long chain of cause and effect that led to me writing these exact words at this time. Don't just think about the linear chain of events. Go wide. How many meditation books, buddhist books, etc have all factored into me being able to apply 'my' volition to these words right now? Apply the same back to yourself?
Do you see what I'm getting out? As long as my actions are conditioned can I really claim them to be mine? Can I claim to be the controller in the same way that most of us talk about being the controller?
This is a good question and certainly it's worth defining terms so everyone is on the same page.
OK Here is how I am processing that that makes the most sense to me as of now. The word Free implies freedom from something. Conceptually there can't be a free without it's opposite which is unfree right? For the sake of this argument I'm ignoring any sort of unaccessible spiritual realms or other unverifiable conditions.
Based on my response above can I claim to be unfree of the universe? Remember I can't find a single unconditioned action... yes I appear to be able to choose from a sequence of events that arise, but if I'm honest the arising of the events that I'm choosing from is also conditioned by the whole... So if I can't find any aspect of myself that is free from the greater whole then how could I be said to have a truly free will? BTW will== volition for all intents and purposes.. it's the free part that's in question. Volition is the real part, freedom seems to be a grand illusion to me when examined very deeply.
So the question you ask is valid and essentially what I have been arguing for in this thread is that there is in fact a distinction between choice( will/volition) and free will/volition. Certainly doesn't mean others will agree with that... but it seems to me that if choice and free will are forced to be the same thing then we simply have to drop the idea of us having any sort of freedom. This doesn't really stack up with my direct experience (and current perception) of what goes on when I'm presented with a choice.. at that moment it appears that my volition is able to in fact choice between the options presented to me though I can't deny it is conditioned by my the world at large...
This is a valid question. What I suggest is this...the same thing I did. Sit down. Get comfortable and close your eyes. Bring your attention to the thoughts. Now pick a single thought, image, concept and hold your mind on it... Seriously give this a try.. how long can you hold your mind on that concept? Why did you choose the concept you did? And why in the world are you sitting with your eye's closed right now? The answers to those questions get to the crux of the matter. Be honest and you will see that the answer to all three is being conditioned by something outside of yourself.
We have no freedom over the choices we have to make..
For instance if I say, "Tell me your real name". You are forced into a choice situation. You can choose to share your name or not share your name. What you have no control over is the fact that this choice has arisen and your are now forced to make a decision. You can't not chose an avenue. When presented with a question like this you will either choose to share your name or not. How is that freedom? A prisoner is given a choice to eat his food or not... is he free? A free man might go to the store and get something tasty. But the prisoner can only choose between eating his slop or not.. Hardly seems free to me though I can't deny he is making a choice, but he isn't free to determine what choices he makes..
OK that's enough philosophical rambling for now.
For sure. Skepticism is best applied to our own beliefs and perceptions. I'll be blunt. I couldn't honestly care less about my current 'beliefs'. If I find something that points to them being false I'll drop them in a second. Seriously I am only interested in the truth and fully acknowledge that my views are at a minimum flawed. Quite possibly dead wrong.spacexplorer said:I think you also need to challenge your own position a little more.
However, It's worth noting that I started from the "I have free will" stance. Overtime my views have changed for a few reasons.
1) psychedleic experience has allowed me to see a vast unifying experience, but only when my ego is not present. In all my experiences I have only really experienced this 2 times. Both times were with active meditation.
2) meditation has shown me that a) I am not the controller of the thoughts that arise, though I absolutely still appear to have volition..or the ability to direct my mind. So say in meditation I can direct my will to observe sensations in my body... and for a time this works, but then like clockwork my focus will briefly fade and my mind will be wandering off into were ever mind wanders off.. Now here is the interesting thing. This mind wandering is obviously conditioned by the world around me. As are day dreams, as is the majority of our dream content.
But what about this volitional part that I seem to have full control over? If there is any chance of true free will I feel it has to come from this part. So at first glance it appears that volition is totally under my control. But as a long term meditator (20+ years now) I can only hold a single minded focus for at best say 10 minutes (I'm being generous with my abilities :d ). What does this say about my freedom? Well it could very well say that I have access to free will that is completely undeveloped... and for sure I have gained more control over my mind in my years meditation.. but 20+ years and I can barely eek at a sustained 10 minutes of single minded focus at a time?
So diving deeper into this volitional aspect... is it conditioned? Well yes it is. I only heard about something like mindfulness meditation from the world around me. So looking at the interconnected web of cause-effect I have to realize that even the things I'm applying my volition to are conditioned by the world around me. I only know how to meditate because I read about it in a books and watched talks.. If I had never seen the books or talks would I sit to meditate? Would I have gained insight into the nature of my mind without the greater whole? The obvious answer is no.
So coming full circle.. and this comes back to a challenge laid down by Buddha 2600 years or so ago. His challenge, and one I have taken quite serious is simply: What is the nature of this self we speak of? By self he is referring to an unconditioned part of you. A free controller if you will..
I simply can not find one. When deeply examined at any level I have to admit my entire life, including my consciouses/unconscious activity is completely and utterly conditioned by the universe at a large. In a VERY real sense there is no me. And at first glance this is a radically scary point of view. I mean obviously there is a me typing this.. but why is this body typing this? Think about the long chain of cause and effect that led to me writing these exact words at this time. Don't just think about the linear chain of events. Go wide. How many meditation books, buddhist books, etc have all factored into me being able to apply 'my' volition to these words right now? Apply the same back to yourself?
Do you see what I'm getting out? As long as my actions are conditioned can I really claim them to be mine? Can I claim to be the controller in the same way that most of us talk about being the controller?
spacexplorer said:Is free will defined by the ability to control which thoughts arise?
This is a good question and certainly it's worth defining terms so everyone is on the same page.
OK Here is how I am processing that that makes the most sense to me as of now. The word Free implies freedom from something. Conceptually there can't be a free without it's opposite which is unfree right? For the sake of this argument I'm ignoring any sort of unaccessible spiritual realms or other unverifiable conditions.
Based on my response above can I claim to be unfree of the universe? Remember I can't find a single unconditioned action... yes I appear to be able to choose from a sequence of events that arise, but if I'm honest the arising of the events that I'm choosing from is also conditioned by the whole... So if I can't find any aspect of myself that is free from the greater whole then how could I be said to have a truly free will? BTW will== volition for all intents and purposes.. it's the free part that's in question. Volition is the real part, freedom seems to be a grand illusion to me when examined very deeply.
So the question you ask is valid and essentially what I have been arguing for in this thread is that there is in fact a distinction between choice( will/volition) and free will/volition. Certainly doesn't mean others will agree with that... but it seems to me that if choice and free will are forced to be the same thing then we simply have to drop the idea of us having any sort of freedom. This doesn't really stack up with my direct experience (and current perception) of what goes on when I'm presented with a choice.. at that moment it appears that my volition is able to in fact choice between the options presented to me though I can't deny it is conditioned by my the world at large...
spacexplorer said:If I could somehow control which thoughts arise, what would be the thing that's making me control those thoughts in a certain way? It's an infinite regression that ends somewhere. And where it ends, is where free will is. Do you understand?
This is a valid question. What I suggest is this...the same thing I did. Sit down. Get comfortable and close your eyes. Bring your attention to the thoughts. Now pick a single thought, image, concept and hold your mind on it... Seriously give this a try.. how long can you hold your mind on that concept? Why did you choose the concept you did? And why in the world are you sitting with your eye's closed right now? The answers to those questions get to the crux of the matter. Be honest and you will see that the answer to all three is being conditioned by something outside of yourself.
We have no freedom over the choices we have to make..
For instance if I say, "Tell me your real name". You are forced into a choice situation. You can choose to share your name or not share your name. What you have no control over is the fact that this choice has arisen and your are now forced to make a decision. You can't not chose an avenue. When presented with a question like this you will either choose to share your name or not. How is that freedom? A prisoner is given a choice to eat his food or not... is he free? A free man might go to the store and get something tasty. But the prisoner can only choose between eating his slop or not.. Hardly seems free to me though I can't deny he is making a choice, but he isn't free to determine what choices he makes..
OK that's enough philosophical rambling for now.