I forgot how nice the 1:1:1 blend can be. My system usually has a little bit of trepidation because the anticipation during the onset can really get to me. There's a very specific speed that my system is naturally comfortable with. The breadth of which is pretty narrow. However, because I've shed and let go of a lot, actively deepening without reservations, things are a bit easier.
I decided to take this little foray in silence and rejuvenate my body with a little bit of yoga, only having the air conditioning unit and breath as the ambient sounds in the room. Eyes closed, listening to my body and doing what felt good, the experience was peaceful. Soaking up the benefits of the anti-inflammatory effects, I feel much more grounded and sound. It's been a hell of a week and it's not over, as I am in the DMT space 2 more times before Sunday. I am glad I have the relationship I do with the medicine such that it rarely destabilizes me and I can use it as a way to process dross and clear my system.
I should say part of that again, and keep it in mind and spirit of how often I be shmoalkin: It rarely destabilizes me. Good little note to self, don't ya think?
Changa really does help me stay on point. Drained, braing fogged, with heavy fatigue? Shmoalk a little. For example, I feel like my coordination has faltered a bit, which is shown when I type. There is definitely more tension in my left side body than right. After smoalking, typing is often so much easier, not only physically through the act of typing and typing fluidly, but mentally as well, where my mind is also operating in a fluid state.
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