Uronam.345
Rising Star
Hello everyone i'm new to the nexus and new to the world of psychedelics. My first true psychedelic experience was with LSD a few months ago. Since then Ive done LSD one other time and took an interest in HBWR. ive tripped on HBWR extracts a few times with one pretty crazy overdose of an experience. I'm still working on kash's tek and am waiting for some lab grade toluene to arrive in the mail.
I'd really like to talk about my experience with HBWR overdose. I attempted to ingest an extract of these seeds without getting nausea, i tried cold water extracts, sublingual dipping and it landed me to the conclusion that my seeds were weak, which they weren't. I ended up taking a 50+ seed dose, I only defatted the seeds 3 times and then extracted with 91% pure IPA, the yield was a gunk, similar looking to dabs, with a slightly nutty sweet smell. My mentality was what the hell and i gobbled the whole ball.
2 hrs in, when i closed my eyes i could see little stars forming, it was starting i thought, withing a 5-10 minutes i was hit with giggly euphoria that gave me an IQ of about 30 this lasted for about half an hour then things changed quickly and got weird. for most of this trip I was in dark room, i was scared because it quickly got bad, really bad. my entire body started tightening up, i had night vision like a cat except my entire environment was literally melting into a rainbow apocrypha if i closed my eyes i could see patterns and letters forming but in a very competitive way, i couldn't zone out into one pattern the were all fighting each other. My body got so tight to the point where i though i was going to die, my mom came home (I'm 18 btw, this happened a few months ago while still 18). My whole environment was melting my CEVS were weird, i literally thought that i was going to die, i guess my breakthrough was realizing that I'm just another person, it was weird, it was an emotion that just hit me through all that hell, its made me think of how pointless it is to be dominant, the pack leader, number 1, you will be replaced and forgotten by those who don't matter. at the end of the day everyone wakes up, eats, survives, poops, sleeps and repeats, you may as well enjoy your human routine with other humans that matter. As my feelings got darker (towards death) i accepted this reality. At first i thought about running out and telling my mom that i was dying so i could go to the hospital, but i decided against this, i would have rather died in peace than get yelled at by mom one last time. i laid down and accepted my fate, but to no avail i was still stuck in this plain, then it hit me, your on psychedelic youre not going to die, so i went to the bathroom and laid down on a tile floor to reduce some of the nausea and ease my vasoconstriction. I was able to fall asleep at 8 in the morning, i felt effects at around midnight.
The next morning i woke and my vision was still trippy, when i was coming down that night i read about HPPD online, and voila i have it. I still wonder to this day if i wouldn't have it if i didn't read that article. I wouldn't call this a disorder, i can read, write, and draw. I can also draw and do othe activities. it really hasn't put a strain on my life except when i go to the HPPD support website and read horror stories. I have chronic negative afterimaging, trails and i see patterns but only peripherally, some visual snow, only in voids, occasional color shifts, my night vision is ok i guess, although i didn't pay to much attention to how good it was before. honestly i actually kind of like being trippy 24/7 , but for the most part I'm neutral with it. Also whenever i smoke pot it kind of opens up the psychedelic world a lil bt more, i can have a more visual flashback, music sounds slightly better, but i don't get any anxiety like a lot of people talk about, i still am very much stoned. btw I'm a total lightweight so if i smoke alittle it doesn't do much to visuals, but if i smok more i get trippier visuals.
When i get my toluene and do the base extract of the water layer I'm probably gonna save it for the right time. My use of psychedelics has contributed greatly to my art, something that i have neglected in the past, but i guess tripping has reinvigortated it.
Thank you for reading what i have to say, i plan to post some of my art soon.
I'd really like to talk about my experience with HBWR overdose. I attempted to ingest an extract of these seeds without getting nausea, i tried cold water extracts, sublingual dipping and it landed me to the conclusion that my seeds were weak, which they weren't. I ended up taking a 50+ seed dose, I only defatted the seeds 3 times and then extracted with 91% pure IPA, the yield was a gunk, similar looking to dabs, with a slightly nutty sweet smell. My mentality was what the hell and i gobbled the whole ball.
2 hrs in, when i closed my eyes i could see little stars forming, it was starting i thought, withing a 5-10 minutes i was hit with giggly euphoria that gave me an IQ of about 30 this lasted for about half an hour then things changed quickly and got weird. for most of this trip I was in dark room, i was scared because it quickly got bad, really bad. my entire body started tightening up, i had night vision like a cat except my entire environment was literally melting into a rainbow apocrypha if i closed my eyes i could see patterns and letters forming but in a very competitive way, i couldn't zone out into one pattern the were all fighting each other. My body got so tight to the point where i though i was going to die, my mom came home (I'm 18 btw, this happened a few months ago while still 18). My whole environment was melting my CEVS were weird, i literally thought that i was going to die, i guess my breakthrough was realizing that I'm just another person, it was weird, it was an emotion that just hit me through all that hell, its made me think of how pointless it is to be dominant, the pack leader, number 1, you will be replaced and forgotten by those who don't matter. at the end of the day everyone wakes up, eats, survives, poops, sleeps and repeats, you may as well enjoy your human routine with other humans that matter. As my feelings got darker (towards death) i accepted this reality. At first i thought about running out and telling my mom that i was dying so i could go to the hospital, but i decided against this, i would have rather died in peace than get yelled at by mom one last time. i laid down and accepted my fate, but to no avail i was still stuck in this plain, then it hit me, your on psychedelic youre not going to die, so i went to the bathroom and laid down on a tile floor to reduce some of the nausea and ease my vasoconstriction. I was able to fall asleep at 8 in the morning, i felt effects at around midnight.
The next morning i woke and my vision was still trippy, when i was coming down that night i read about HPPD online, and voila i have it. I still wonder to this day if i wouldn't have it if i didn't read that article. I wouldn't call this a disorder, i can read, write, and draw. I can also draw and do othe activities. it really hasn't put a strain on my life except when i go to the HPPD support website and read horror stories. I have chronic negative afterimaging, trails and i see patterns but only peripherally, some visual snow, only in voids, occasional color shifts, my night vision is ok i guess, although i didn't pay to much attention to how good it was before. honestly i actually kind of like being trippy 24/7 , but for the most part I'm neutral with it. Also whenever i smoke pot it kind of opens up the psychedelic world a lil bt more, i can have a more visual flashback, music sounds slightly better, but i don't get any anxiety like a lot of people talk about, i still am very much stoned. btw I'm a total lightweight so if i smoke alittle it doesn't do much to visuals, but if i smok more i get trippier visuals.
When i get my toluene and do the base extract of the water layer I'm probably gonna save it for the right time. My use of psychedelics has contributed greatly to my art, something that i have neglected in the past, but i guess tripping has reinvigortated it.
Thank you for reading what i have to say, i plan to post some of my art soon.