Introduction

[SWIN]

Hello friends,

SWIN likes to introduce SWIN. SWIN had experiences with many substances in the past. The usage of those substances was for one reason alone. To get answers to ultimate questions like "what is the best", "why being here", "what can be done", "what is the truth", "is everything ok, or totally wrong", "how to proceed", "who am I", "(who/what) is God" ? etc..

Answers came soon and pointed to beyond "question and answer", to the Self and beyond, to what is always, untouched, free, ok, peace and love. Yet the substance induced states where fleeting, unsatisfactory, impermanently revealing and so began the tests of possible natural methods.

They were found, tested without substances and with substances as an aid to see in expanded states of awareness if those methods will lead to a more permanent high-level-functioning of the brain and nervous system. Tests were positive and so began the longterm journey to the core of oneself.

From time to time trips with friends happened and again and again one main thing was observed. Substances other than the main alcaloids caused slight to heavy disturbances in the bodies of SWIN and SWIN's friends. Some of those friends had such high frictional reactions that SWIN gave up the idea of substances and tripping with friends alltogether. Only very few could handle the side effects of shrooms, HBWRs and Aya-brews.

After many years, through recent inspirations from one very dear friend and finding this site and after having read many many threads, posts and TEKs, a last chance and testing period wants to express itself.

SWIN had hidden desires, long forgotten, rising up anew which were directed to pure and clean extractions, but seemed to be undoable in the past.

SWIN is thankful for this site and its research and in saying so, ends the introduction for now

 

[Pandora]

Hello SWIN,

Welcome to the Nexus.

Do you feel you have made the longterm changes, including to nervous system and brain, that you were seeking?

Can you be more specific in your description of your and your friend's body disturbances that caused you to give up the idea of substances and tripping with friends?

As a follow up, what draws you to DMT at this time? Are you willing to discuss what you got out of your aya-brews in the past? Have you ever tried smokeable freebase?

If you're willing to tell us more about yourself, I know I and others would appreciate it.

If you haven't found the wiki link already it's in the upper right hand corner of the Forum and leads to all the teks here.

Again, welcome.

Peace & Love

 

[SWIN]

Hello Pandora,

thank you for the welcome.

Do you feel you have made the longterm changes, including to nervous system and brain, that you were seeking?

Yes, it is partly comparable to sports like fitness training. The body does not degenerate back to its pre-training stage, even after some years. Yet the changes of the nervous system need time to stabilize speaking of months and years. And it seems to have no end, so is still in the going.

Can you be more specific in your description of your and your friend's body disturbances that caused you to give up the idea of substances and tripping with friends?

Nausea and ill feelings let many of SWIN's friends have tough times, up to the point of bringing SWIN into big trouble with some rule-making people. Giving up of substances was very natural as substance independant methods made SWIN be in states of 2-3g cubes for 24/7 after some months without any side effects and conflicts with day to day living (in most cases )

As a follow up, what draws you to DMT at this time?

It would be interesting to compare results of natural methods with pure DMT and both in union. Not that it (most probably) will be of any real use over the longterm, but if it can be used to jumpstart or perhaps get a refreshed and more comprehensive view of what is possible and what has been overseen over the years, it would be worth the tests. Besides, the possibility of extraction alone is at the moment motivation enough

Are you willing to discuss what you got out of your aya-brews in the past? Have you ever tried smokeable freebase?

SWIN never had contact to extracted DMT. Tried to vaporize grinded YOPO seeds with bad results. SWIN generelly dislikes smoking but would be open for vaporization of freebase material.

In the past, SWIN had lots of different substance tests, including many combinations and different dosages. Regarding aya-brews, P.H. + M.H., P.H. + Chalip., B.C. + P.V. have been tried. Also together with shrooms. Results were in most cases great discomfort in the stomach area which accompanied the whole trip. Besides vomiting, which is a classic, the actual effects of DMT where different depending on dosage and all the other known factors. Alien contacts, god contact, visions of every kind happened. 80%+ of the trip time was nonpleasant for the body in all cases. Getting out of a trip(?) in terms of insights and knowledge was always there, but limited due to all the side-effects.

If you're willing to tell us more about yourself, I know I and others would appreciate it.

SWIN knows the bliss, peace and love. SWIN dives into that many times per day naturally and has no real questions left. SWIN observes the body-mind-complex and its many desires still expressing. SWIN liked shrooms the most as they were uncomplicated in many ways and helped to find out and verify many things. One was that what always is. The other was the brain and nervous system playing a big role in expressing that what always is to greater degrees. And third was the ability of the body to sustain higher functioning if stimulated by natural methods like breath and mind control.

SWIN had problems in finding the balance of day to day living and sustaining higher modes of natural functioning of the brain and body-mind yet learned the details over the years. SWIN is open to share more detailedly about what is possible and can be done in this way. SWIN's main motivation to join this forum was to extract pure dmt,mescaline,psilocybin, and perhaps ergine to create some alchemistically altered fusion. SWIN's second motivation was to give some of SWIN's dearest friends the possibility to side-effect free see their own truth and potential of how life could be lived. SWIN is independant of results and regards this as a child's playful project

SWIN has already read half the forum including the wiki and has the following favorites:

- lime, flower oil, vinegar - tek for cacti and aya
- the lemon or vinegar tek for cubes

Thanks again

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