introduction.

[daytrip]

I will begin at the end, and round it off to yesterday. I made a batch of formosahuasca, I sat on the edge of the universe and learned about death. I always have called death "the big sleep", from now on, life is "the big dream'.

I'm not too big on sharing my life story, but here: I'm a midwesterly girl, too old for my age. I started out small, grew up oppressed/abused by two Christian nut bag parents with whom I have finally ceased to speak after years and years of trying to make them into the people I wished they were. I ran away when I was a teen and made it in NYC until they tagged me, bagged me, shackled me, and sent me to a teen boot camp/labor program/treatment center where I was forced to chop logs and whatnot while overmedicated on heavy tranquilizers for 15 mos. I graduated their high school program @ 16. Since then I've taken a few college classes and ran through a couple of crappy jobs. Moved around, used and been used. I've finally found someone who I love. We like to go to big parks and get lost, then hike back towards civilization, hoping we won't really find it, or it'll be gone when we get back...
I am here to continue my search for meaning in the psychedelic realm, and hopefully gain the insights of people more experienced than me.

 

[ZenSpice]

Sounds like you've had quite the slog of it..

Welcome to the Nexus

 

[The Day Tripper]

Welcome to the nexus

Sounds like you got your fair share of lifes troubles and tribulations, and i'm always astonished at people that make it through such hard times, and come out with their minds intact. Then are able to tear them apart and put them back together again by tripping :shock: :thumb_up:.

Your a stronger person for having gone through it.

Hope you stick around, and share/learn whatever you can/we have to offer. I have a feeling you'll enjoy your stay 8)

Stay healthy, happy, loved, and never be satisfied with your life's accomplishments, at least that's the gestalt of what i take away from life. :d

-Peace-

DT

 

[daytrip]

Thank you much for the welcome. I have been using this forum as a go-to for ayahuasca info & extraction teks, so I hope to stick around and learn more