Moonandstar
Rising Star
Howdy Y'all,
I guess my first time bumping into the Nexus was a few years ago, but it wasnt until a while after that I clicked the registration link for the first time. For some reason it seemed like every time I did this over the past year or two it was on a weekday, and on weekends I had forgotten about it. So here I am just now getting around to becoming a member!
A little history about me:
-I did my BA in philosophy at a rather top tier public university not too long ago
-I am an anarchist, ideologically
-I am a paramedic
-I lived in China for a few years a while back to study Taiji
-I am a father of two
Some other fun facts that may be relevant to my psychonautical exploration include:
-My mom had me on a plethora (lol) of SSRIs and stimulants for adhd as a child, from about 4yo to 13yo.
-My first entheogen was actually dmt, but in smaller doses, maybe 15mg the first few times. My first full entheogenic dose was liquid psilocybin a month or two later. I didn't do a full dmt dose until about my 20-30th time with it, and I still look back on those early doses as being quite distinct in experience from what I get out of my full doses today.
-I'm probably about 100-150 dmt doses in currently, including my 'microdoses.'
-My (thus far) one and only ego death was on changa; needless to say it was the pinnacle of all my (life) experiences to date.
-Unfortunately, I cannot smoke changa anymore as I appear to have some kind of rare allergy to it (smoked maoi, maybe?).
-Haven't actually tried ayahuasca yet, but im eager to.
I know this is a kinda condensed way to introduce myself, but it helped me remember what I wanted to get across better! I hope to learn from the collective wisdom here and I'm eager to become a full member to start getting all my questions answered.
I guess my first time bumping into the Nexus was a few years ago, but it wasnt until a while after that I clicked the registration link for the first time. For some reason it seemed like every time I did this over the past year or two it was on a weekday, and on weekends I had forgotten about it. So here I am just now getting around to becoming a member!
A little history about me:
-I did my BA in philosophy at a rather top tier public university not too long ago
-I am an anarchist, ideologically
-I am a paramedic
-I lived in China for a few years a while back to study Taiji
-I am a father of two
Some other fun facts that may be relevant to my psychonautical exploration include:
-My mom had me on a plethora (lol) of SSRIs and stimulants for adhd as a child, from about 4yo to 13yo.
-My first entheogen was actually dmt, but in smaller doses, maybe 15mg the first few times. My first full entheogenic dose was liquid psilocybin a month or two later. I didn't do a full dmt dose until about my 20-30th time with it, and I still look back on those early doses as being quite distinct in experience from what I get out of my full doses today.
-I'm probably about 100-150 dmt doses in currently, including my 'microdoses.'
-My (thus far) one and only ego death was on changa; needless to say it was the pinnacle of all my (life) experiences to date.
-Unfortunately, I cannot smoke changa anymore as I appear to have some kind of rare allergy to it (smoked maoi, maybe?).
-Haven't actually tried ayahuasca yet, but im eager to.
I know this is a kinda condensed way to introduce myself, but it helped me remember what I wanted to get across better! I hope to learn from the collective wisdom here and I'm eager to become a full member to start getting all my questions answered.