Death&Decay
Rising Star
Hello everyone,
I am sure all of you have contemplated this, at one time or another. Is DMT really safe for your mind? What about all those people who had horrific trips and claimed DMT is a gate to hell, not spiritual exploration. Well, I would like to address this issue, because to me (and this is just my humble opinion) it seems there are three distinct types of DMT reports.
1) Hallucinations of light and shapes. General euphoria and bliss. Drug induced state.
2) Hallucinations of intelligence and consciousnesses. Spiritual atonement, a break through, awakening. Gateway to another dimension.
3) Hallucinations of fear and terror. Demons, hell, the darkest side of evil. Mental instability, break down, nightmare.
Now, of these three, I have experienced 1 & 2, and never 3. I have met a few people who have reached both 1 & 2, but not everyone reaches 2. The problem I see with people who don't reach 2, even with large(ish) amounts, is their inability to let go and believe, or the over analysis of the event simply looking for 2 rather than just letting it happen. But, regardless of 1 or 2, they are both amazing experiences that humble you each and every time it happens.
However, and this is again just my opinion (and of my peers), every time we prepare to blast off there is this feeling of anxiousness or worry. And, when you feel the effects start to come on strong you realize there is no going back. You always scramble a little to try and hold onto your ego. But, like everyone I have talked to, you eventually let go and just let it consume you, let your identity drift away and truly experience whatever this may be.
So my idea, for people who seem to be trapped in 3, or who are afraid to try the experience because they read about other people who related their experience to 3, is that these people are in fact only battling their own ego. Any demons they see ascending from a pentagram of a blood are their own demons, they create. The fear they hold onto is the negativity that manifests itself during the trip. These people, rather than just accept their own faults, point their finger to DMT and spread false information regarding the experience. Its normal to try and hold onto this reality as you get shifted into the DMT reality, but if you never let go and hang by the thread of your ego then yes, you will have a bad experience. You will think you died, and you will draw a manifestation of what you perceive your afterlife to be. Afraid of hell? Well guess what, your about to experience it. Afraid of snakes? Well guess what your about to have them slithering through your ears, eyes, nose and mouth.
But, the thing is, if you let go, let go of your fears and your physical identity, then anything you can imagine can be real. The most intricate to the most obscure things you could imagine and beyond. Now, I could be wrong and when this guy Bob smokes DMT demons from another dimension come and rape him so therefore we should all be careful with this experience cause the last thing anyone wants is to get raped by a group of evil demons. Or, it could be the place our minds go when they leave this physical body and who knows what is behind that door. It could be just our minds freely available to create. It may just be a drug induced state... No one knows. Its what you believe. And whatever you believe, will manifest regardless if it is true, or false.
So, I just wanted to hear what others think. Do you truly believe that yes, it is a gateway to hell? Do you think people are experiencing these negative trips from their own ego, their own problems?
Here, I will leave with a tale of my last trip. I was sitting on my couch, staring at the entertainment system with everything off. I took a hit, held it in, and before I realized it the floor was bouncing with patterns and the entertainment system looked like a mirage. I thought, I could use another. So I took another hit, held it in, and before I knew it, I was gone. Suddenly the patterns on the floor lit up like a fireworks show. Geometrical shapes were shooting out and lights were zooming around (you know, the regular 'ol dmt trip). Well, I looked up at the entertainment center and this time instead of it looking like a mirage, it looked like a temple of sorts. Right as that thought passed my mind the vision of it being a temple literally came to life. The entire thing lit up, the lights were flowing up it like a double helix. Everything was awe inspiring. And then it happend... Right in the center where the tv lay off and dark, the screen opened up with light and our popped a figure I could only relate to Buddha. Buddha, really? Why? What is the point, this is crazy, too crazy to be real I told myself. Buddha immediately starting to float away, waving good bye, saying out loud "Bye bye, bye bye" with a typical asian accent. And right as it was about to disapear my thought was this is impossible this cant be real, and just as I thought that Buddha popped back down in the corner of my eye and said "I know what your thinking...". where he proceeded to float back away and say "bye bye, bye bye" in a voice I would relate to that of Cartman from Southpark. Now, how bizarre is that? It was a beautifully positive experience, I laughed at the fat little asian guy with the comical voice so hard in fact that it brought me to tears. And when it all faded away I was left with a very unreal image that my logical brain was immediately trying to destroy.
So, what about you?
I am sure all of you have contemplated this, at one time or another. Is DMT really safe for your mind? What about all those people who had horrific trips and claimed DMT is a gate to hell, not spiritual exploration. Well, I would like to address this issue, because to me (and this is just my humble opinion) it seems there are three distinct types of DMT reports.
1) Hallucinations of light and shapes. General euphoria and bliss. Drug induced state.
2) Hallucinations of intelligence and consciousnesses. Spiritual atonement, a break through, awakening. Gateway to another dimension.
3) Hallucinations of fear and terror. Demons, hell, the darkest side of evil. Mental instability, break down, nightmare.
Now, of these three, I have experienced 1 & 2, and never 3. I have met a few people who have reached both 1 & 2, but not everyone reaches 2. The problem I see with people who don't reach 2, even with large(ish) amounts, is their inability to let go and believe, or the over analysis of the event simply looking for 2 rather than just letting it happen. But, regardless of 1 or 2, they are both amazing experiences that humble you each and every time it happens.
However, and this is again just my opinion (and of my peers), every time we prepare to blast off there is this feeling of anxiousness or worry. And, when you feel the effects start to come on strong you realize there is no going back. You always scramble a little to try and hold onto your ego. But, like everyone I have talked to, you eventually let go and just let it consume you, let your identity drift away and truly experience whatever this may be.
So my idea, for people who seem to be trapped in 3, or who are afraid to try the experience because they read about other people who related their experience to 3, is that these people are in fact only battling their own ego. Any demons they see ascending from a pentagram of a blood are their own demons, they create. The fear they hold onto is the negativity that manifests itself during the trip. These people, rather than just accept their own faults, point their finger to DMT and spread false information regarding the experience. Its normal to try and hold onto this reality as you get shifted into the DMT reality, but if you never let go and hang by the thread of your ego then yes, you will have a bad experience. You will think you died, and you will draw a manifestation of what you perceive your afterlife to be. Afraid of hell? Well guess what, your about to experience it. Afraid of snakes? Well guess what your about to have them slithering through your ears, eyes, nose and mouth.
But, the thing is, if you let go, let go of your fears and your physical identity, then anything you can imagine can be real. The most intricate to the most obscure things you could imagine and beyond. Now, I could be wrong and when this guy Bob smokes DMT demons from another dimension come and rape him so therefore we should all be careful with this experience cause the last thing anyone wants is to get raped by a group of evil demons. Or, it could be the place our minds go when they leave this physical body and who knows what is behind that door. It could be just our minds freely available to create. It may just be a drug induced state... No one knows. Its what you believe. And whatever you believe, will manifest regardless if it is true, or false.
So, I just wanted to hear what others think. Do you truly believe that yes, it is a gateway to hell? Do you think people are experiencing these negative trips from their own ego, their own problems?
Here, I will leave with a tale of my last trip. I was sitting on my couch, staring at the entertainment system with everything off. I took a hit, held it in, and before I realized it the floor was bouncing with patterns and the entertainment system looked like a mirage. I thought, I could use another. So I took another hit, held it in, and before I knew it, I was gone. Suddenly the patterns on the floor lit up like a fireworks show. Geometrical shapes were shooting out and lights were zooming around (you know, the regular 'ol dmt trip). Well, I looked up at the entertainment center and this time instead of it looking like a mirage, it looked like a temple of sorts. Right as that thought passed my mind the vision of it being a temple literally came to life. The entire thing lit up, the lights were flowing up it like a double helix. Everything was awe inspiring. And then it happend... Right in the center where the tv lay off and dark, the screen opened up with light and our popped a figure I could only relate to Buddha. Buddha, really? Why? What is the point, this is crazy, too crazy to be real I told myself. Buddha immediately starting to float away, waving good bye, saying out loud "Bye bye, bye bye" with a typical asian accent. And right as it was about to disapear my thought was this is impossible this cant be real, and just as I thought that Buddha popped back down in the corner of my eye and said "I know what your thinking...". where he proceeded to float back away and say "bye bye, bye bye" in a voice I would relate to that of Cartman from Southpark. Now, how bizarre is that? It was a beautifully positive experience, I laughed at the fat little asian guy with the comical voice so hard in fact that it brought me to tears. And when it all faded away I was left with a very unreal image that my logical brain was immediately trying to destroy.
So, what about you?
