All right guys, I am new to the subject of psychedelics and haven't really tried any of them yet, apart from cannabis, if you consider it a psychedelic. I will try to farm some psilocybin mushrooms and will also try to extract DMT whe the time is right.
But as I have tried cannabis on occasions and I went pretty high two or three times. First time, I didn't know what to expect so I became paranoid, first the euphoria was awesome, I enjoyed music like I have never enjoyed in my life, but when I was on peak I couldn't bear the feeling, it was confusing, I got scared. But when I thought abt it the other day, it came to me that I overreacted, I got scared just because I didn't expect something like that. But I was mentally prepared for the next time.
Next time, the setting played very important role, I was doing beach camp on the bank of the river Ganga, surrounded by mountains. So I enjoyed the same feeling from the earlier trip and I went more further, no anxiety till I reached a new personal high. At the peak I got stereoscopic vision and I could really see the shading of the environment in different plates. It was full moon and there was only shades of two colors were there, black and white. Everything which was highlighted due to moonlight got rendered in different plate and so are the midtones and shaded things. First I enjoyed the vision then again I feared that I ll lose my mind, so got scared again and got back to tent and slept.
Third time, the same place after six months of the 2nd episode. Usual euphoria, loved it, but this trip was more inclined towards audible part instead of vision. I got lost in the sound of the flowing water and at the peak, the sound sounded like a big hole in top of my head and somebody sucking me out through that hole. I again got scared and went back to sleep
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Now I have two questions
1. Will I get scared always when I reach personal highest or is there anything I can do to enjoy the feeling/ tone which I have never experienced before?
2. Second is not actually a question but curiosity . I want to know the feeling/tone when you trip with mushrooms, LSD, DMT.
Will triping on these scares me when experiencing something unexpected? I know DMT will put you in fight or flight situation but the short time of onset is I think an advantage for DMT.
Every one talks about visions they had during mushroom/DMT trips but I m curious about physical feeling. And if some one can tell me what to expect while on these drugs, that can really help me.
Thanks and much love.
But as I have tried cannabis on occasions and I went pretty high two or three times. First time, I didn't know what to expect so I became paranoid, first the euphoria was awesome, I enjoyed music like I have never enjoyed in my life, but when I was on peak I couldn't bear the feeling, it was confusing, I got scared. But when I thought abt it the other day, it came to me that I overreacted, I got scared just because I didn't expect something like that. But I was mentally prepared for the next time.
Next time, the setting played very important role, I was doing beach camp on the bank of the river Ganga, surrounded by mountains. So I enjoyed the same feeling from the earlier trip and I went more further, no anxiety till I reached a new personal high. At the peak I got stereoscopic vision and I could really see the shading of the environment in different plates. It was full moon and there was only shades of two colors were there, black and white. Everything which was highlighted due to moonlight got rendered in different plate and so are the midtones and shaded things. First I enjoyed the vision then again I feared that I ll lose my mind, so got scared again and got back to tent and slept.
Third time, the same place after six months of the 2nd episode. Usual euphoria, loved it, but this trip was more inclined towards audible part instead of vision. I got lost in the sound of the flowing water and at the peak, the sound sounded like a big hole in top of my head and somebody sucking me out through that hole. I again got scared and went back to sleep
.Now I have two questions
1. Will I get scared always when I reach personal highest or is there anything I can do to enjoy the feeling/ tone which I have never experienced before?
2. Second is not actually a question but curiosity . I want to know the feeling/tone when you trip with mushrooms, LSD, DMT.
Will triping on these scares me when experiencing something unexpected? I know DMT will put you in fight or flight situation but the short time of onset is I think an advantage for DMT.
Every one talks about visions they had during mushroom/DMT trips but I m curious about physical feeling. And if some one can tell me what to expect while on these drugs, that can really help me.
Thanks and much love.
