Phantasma
Rising Star
Hello fellow nexians. Ive been here for a while now, popping in and out of chat to talk about spice knows what, but ive yet to really tell you all about myself.
I dont really know what to tell you all about me, probably because I dont really know who i am. I dont know what my passion is, and i couldnt even tell you what i want out of life.
I know that I love animals, music, and nature. I love science and philosophy. I believe in the importance of politics, and the equality of all people and living things. I try to stay open minded, as we could be proven wrong at any moment, and I steer clear of judgement.
I have plenty of problems, just like everyone else. And just like everyone else, im often bewildered as to how to deal with them. I get angry, I get sad. I get overexcited and have to remind myself not to be like Reid from Criminal Minds
. Whatever i feel, i put my whole heart into, and i often have to distract myself to keep that from getting me into trouble. And if i have to be strong in front of someone, im even more broken up once i reach privacy.
All this being said, even with all the experiences and challenges life has thrown at me, i could not have said all of this about myself, or even realized it, if it werent for two extremely important things.
Cannabis, and DMT.
Cannabis has taught me the patience that i never know how to grasp, and DMT has given me an understanding and point of view I could not have seen from where I was standing before. They have shown me value in things that seemed mundane at best, and have taught me how beautiful it is to be flawed or imperfect. These two substances have given me the insight to form my own spiritual beliefs, and to always fight for what I think is right, no matter how powerful the enemy.
Like i said, i dont know who i am. Maybe the fact that i wrote this proves me wrong. And maybe i do know where im going, i just havent reached the right crossroads. But whatever the case, Cannabis and dmt, are coming with me.
And that is why i joined. I want to learn. I want to debate. I want to come to conclusions. This last Year and a half have been hard for me, ive moved away from my friends, and have been bouncing around trying to get stable footing so I can finally plant my roots and start working toward my future. And after it all, im still being left with far more questions than answers. Yet no matter how hard things got, i could always come here. While i feel this site is more about harm reduction and safety and education and things of the like, i have always felt safe and welcomed by my fellow nexians. And so here I am, introducing myself and pouring my heart out, in the hope that one day, we can ultimately find the answers, together.
Not who I am, but who WE are. And WHY we are.
Thanks for reading,
Peace and Love,
Phantasma
I dont really know what to tell you all about me, probably because I dont really know who i am. I dont know what my passion is, and i couldnt even tell you what i want out of life.
I know that I love animals, music, and nature. I love science and philosophy. I believe in the importance of politics, and the equality of all people and living things. I try to stay open minded, as we could be proven wrong at any moment, and I steer clear of judgement.
I have plenty of problems, just like everyone else. And just like everyone else, im often bewildered as to how to deal with them. I get angry, I get sad. I get overexcited and have to remind myself not to be like Reid from Criminal Minds
. Whatever i feel, i put my whole heart into, and i often have to distract myself to keep that from getting me into trouble. And if i have to be strong in front of someone, im even more broken up once i reach privacy. All this being said, even with all the experiences and challenges life has thrown at me, i could not have said all of this about myself, or even realized it, if it werent for two extremely important things.
Cannabis, and DMT.
Cannabis has taught me the patience that i never know how to grasp, and DMT has given me an understanding and point of view I could not have seen from where I was standing before. They have shown me value in things that seemed mundane at best, and have taught me how beautiful it is to be flawed or imperfect. These two substances have given me the insight to form my own spiritual beliefs, and to always fight for what I think is right, no matter how powerful the enemy.
Like i said, i dont know who i am. Maybe the fact that i wrote this proves me wrong. And maybe i do know where im going, i just havent reached the right crossroads. But whatever the case, Cannabis and dmt, are coming with me.
And that is why i joined. I want to learn. I want to debate. I want to come to conclusions. This last Year and a half have been hard for me, ive moved away from my friends, and have been bouncing around trying to get stable footing so I can finally plant my roots and start working toward my future. And after it all, im still being left with far more questions than answers. Yet no matter how hard things got, i could always come here. While i feel this site is more about harm reduction and safety and education and things of the like, i have always felt safe and welcomed by my fellow nexians. And so here I am, introducing myself and pouring my heart out, in the hope that one day, we can ultimately find the answers, together.
Not who I am, but who WE are. And WHY we are.
Thanks for reading,
Peace and Love,
Phantasma
