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LSD and childhood trauma

risingupfromtheash

risingupfromtheash

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looking for guidance from some experienced journeyers.

a little while back after leaving a show with friends, i ended up home alone, and a thought terrified me: “i’m alone”

on the surface doesn’t seem like much, but deep down i have some childhood trauma: emotional neglect, not really having people there when i needed them.

this lsd experience in feeling scared ended just as soon as it started, i was seemingly so scared of the idea that i was able to get to sleep almost immediately thereafter.

i’m now on ketamine as a means to self-soothe, and while helpful, it’s effects aren’t permanent. i’d like to combine micro-dosing acid with ket, to hopefully find a more permanent means of healing.

i’m just looking for any/all advice in how to approach these topics. i’m a little scared, but i know accepting fear instead of hiding from it is also important.

would love to hear from anyone with thoughts on this. thank you much 🙏
 
Dr. Stanislav Grof's Healing Our Deepest Wounds is another good one, the godfather of lsd, has over 60 years of work in this field and even goes farther back to before childhood. Was a dear friend of Dr. Hoffman💓
 
Once I took 2 200 mg mdma doses in one weekend at a rave, and the aftermath left me sitting at home alone similarly feeling totally alone and hopeless. It’s a horrible feeling but thankfully left me quickly and I just never abused mdma again.

I feel weird neurodivergent misunderstood etc all the time but I still have people around me and I’m not alone. What I felt after too much mdma at once was different. It was like lonely dispair.
 
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